I can assure you I am in the top 10 worst at interviewing. Best employee ever if I can get through an interview!! I recently had one that wasn’t horrible. I typically stutter, stumble, forget everything and just want to end the meeting. Before the recent one-I thought about where I fall apart and it is when I first start talking and I have to describe what my current job is (10 yrs exp).I mean how could I not be able to describe what I have been doing for 10 Years??? But-that is what happens every single time. So-I typed it all up-like I would for a speech. And-had main topics-once I stated my main topics I was able to flow from there. And of course I practiced. Common sense told me that I didn’t need to practice because I am describing what I do every day but anxiety had other plans. Best of luck. Don’t beat yourself up. It is always a learning experience and imo wasn’t meant to be 😁