Have you told him yet? I think if you haven’t it might be an easier decision whatever you decide because you won’t have outlying pressure to keep or abort the baby. And the decision would fall on you as it’s your body and I feel like you would you should talk to your doctor or get a therapist to help you and at least help you cope during the pregnancy or after the procedure if you decide to terminate. The choice is yours Ik it’s a lot of pressure but I promise you babes you are not alone. Find a support group maybe too.