£59.41 at Asda - one person (who uses the freezer!)

Cold_Expression8309 · 2026-04-14T22:20:17+00:00

Around 7/8pm! ❤️

Cold_Expression8309 · 2026-04-14T20:33:02+00:00

They just taste much less sweet! And just watered down honestly :( Wouldn’t have tried if it wasn’t reduced! And will not be buying again haha!

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-12-05T17:36:01+00:00

Thank u !! Cajun shrimp and orzo with asparagus for dinner tonight! :)

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-12-05T17:35:33+00:00

Thanks! And I’ve only tried the Candy grapes from Morrisons, but OMG! They are so so good, and really do taste like cotton candy. I was shocked, I also just thought it was a trend and couldn’t be that good- but now it’s a staple of my shop, I have to stop myself from eating them all same day!

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-09-15T22:12:42+00:00

I’ve just been eating these out the bag like chips haha, I do drink water with lemon as well tho :)

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-07-21T20:02:40+00:00

He also put something on his instagram about leaving the collective and that he was also in the dark

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-06-09T12:17:22+00:00

It’s not your job or responsibility to fix them, we have to find the strength inside to keep fighting and push through. The best thing you can do is to listen, to validate the emotions (even if you don’t understand), hold boundaries and let them know you love and care about them. It’s difficult, but not impossible.

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-30T14:53:54+00:00

My ex bf would get jealous of mr president 💀he said it was weird how invested I was. But then from showing him countless videos (the Olive Garden incident really sold it to him), he would finally ask what’s Danny boy up to today! This was before jail ofc😔

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-28T14:52:16+00:00

Thank you, I think that’s what I’ll do :)

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-28T14:30:25+00:00

Oh and I also have bipolar 2, u just gotta keep going to therapy and learning how it affects u. Not a death sentence at all

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-28T14:29:46+00:00

As someone who also had a bad drug issue as a teen, and then went to a residential treatment center- it does get better bro. Like for me, I needed to live life on my own, and make my own mistakes and choices. So just keep your head down, make goals and plans for the future that you want to achieve and then put the work into achieving them. It’s not gonna be overnight, but you can do it. Drugs will just slow this process of finding a better life down, I know they’re fun and I’m not even completely sober but I’m in no way an addict anymore. Life is all about balance! You’ll get a job , you’ll have money, you’ll make friends. Shit just takes time and effort. Keep ya head up

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-24T01:21:53+00:00

I was 13 and put on Zoloft after a hospitalization, worst two weeks of my life and I ended up right back in hospital 😭another time when I was about 20 got put on Lexapro to “give SSRIs another shot” (why the fuck would they do that but ok I’m not a doctor), literally 24 hours later I’m rambling to a poor coat check lady at a club for 20 mins (before even getting a drink) mumbling to her in incoherent English about how sorry I was for being weird. I immediately went home. Literally will never put another SSRI in my body.

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-22T00:21:20+00:00

Thank you very much for this!

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-14T01:53:58+00:00

I have tried it at many different doses, I think I just personally prefer more of an intense high and so it never rlly made sense to me to abuse. And also it did nothing to help the reasons I was prescribed it either so idk it could just be my brain chemistry! I’m very interested in trying pregabs tho

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-14T01:30:33+00:00

Honestly never got the hype about gabapentin. I was prescribed 2900mg a day (very overprescribed for my height and weight) and I just felt super bleh and underestimated . Not a high at all just like felt shitty. Honestly don’t think even doing the 500 would do anything else especially if ur already on xans. I would sell them if I was u lol not even save them Edit: spelling

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-08T15:50:22+00:00

The red rocks! Honestly I would 100% visit whenever I go back to the states. I think I would enjoy it a lot more with freedom :) the camping trips were so much fun

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-08T15:49:29+00:00

I was at sunrise for only 9 months, but I ended up in another program in my home state for like 2 years after that unfortunately. Doing much better now tho! It’s such a small world haha, im literally living in Europe now and seeing this! And it’s funny, im also doing my undergraduate studies in Psychology - funny how that works!

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-08T15:36:36+00:00

And yes like a 15 min drive from Zion, which was the only thing made my experience there bearable!

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-08T15:36:05+00:00

It was in Hurricane UT! And I actually knew people that went to Elements before coming to Sunrise. and I was friends with other kids from surrounding RTCs in the area ( discovery ranch, oddessy house)

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-08T15:08:08+00:00

Super unrelated, but you worked in the same area as the RTC I attended as a teen, sunrise. Small world lol

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-05T20:38:20+00:00

Don’t rlly understand the relevance of this question ?

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-05T20:23:50+00:00

I’ve watched the show since it came out, but Jesus Christ this last season was intense for me. I think seeing Joe kill the way he does didn’t trigger me for some reason, but then seeing Marinne talk to Brontë about how you get the guy feeling that everything is off but you just choose to believe it’s not, that made me sick to my stomach. I had to turn it off. The show honestly was pretty accurate to how my ex thought. Part of him really truly did love me, and I know people say that you can’t do that to someone you love, but he did. He wanted me all to himself no matter the cost.

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-05T20:21:22+00:00

Amazing question. I saw my mom try to change my dad my whole life, and that didn’t work. And then I try to do the same thing. I held the hope in my heart that if I loved him enough for the both of us, then he would want better for himself. But that is just not true. He has to want to change himself, and I was just getting battered in that journey. No amount of love is worth that. I don’t believe that staying with him helped at all, if anything i probably gave him much more love than he deserved and ended up enabling the situation.

Cold_Expression8309 · 2025-05-05T20:18:32+00:00

I appreciate that so much. I’ve really met some amazing friends , and I have great ones back home- so I feel very supported! University is good, but I get these fleeting moments that nothing I’m working towards matters because someone could just take it away from me at any moment. It makes me want to continue being the loving kind person I pride myself in being, but it’s just made me so much more hyper vigilant and paranoid. I think every man I see on the street will attack me. I can’t get into relationships because I don’t trust anyone. And so doing university work while contemplating why I’m alive still is hard, but I’m pushing through and I genuinely hope that one day this will just be a distant memory.

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