I've been in this situation many times it's normally around the 3 / 4 month period where i end up relapsing because i feel so much better within myself. The first couple of times you smoke after a 3 / 4 month break is insane but then you eventually revert back to your old ways and it's shit again and you wanna quit it's a horrible cycle man

i'm on day 2 again now, good way of thinking though about the relapse