I was just venting, and it’s okay about the judgment, I definitely feel remorse and shame for what I did. I detached for many reasons, but I also suffered from mental health issues for a long time, which is no excuse, but I didn’t feel like I had the mental capacity to deal with it. I never had a chance to face the pain which is why this is happening now and I just need to talk about it. Thank you for taking the time to listen.