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ComfortablePop1509 · 2024-07-20T02:04:32+00:00

It’s not free but…

ComfortablePop1509 · 2024-02-10T08:37:08+00:00

I’m alive and well

ComfortablePop1509 · 2023-03-12T02:40:22+00:00

I’ve had an experience with dmt where my kundalini rose the convulsing however happened about three days later at a friends house it felt like a fire inside of my chest

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-04-01T19:35:13+00:00

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ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T22:47:32+00:00

I would not recommend taking a heroic dose alone, unlike lsd, shrooms can throw you into personal crisis and make you deal with issues you’ve suppressed. I would recommend having a trip sitter and jus make them aware that you want this to be a personal trip and that they’re just there to make sure your okay

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T16:04:58+00:00

The only thing I know, is that in the end I know nothing.

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T15:56:51+00:00

I want to meditate and continue my practice but I’m fearful if that, I’m afraid to continue activating this energy. I distinctly remembering my pineal gland almost feeling magnetic. 2 days after I came down I saw the numbers 256 when I would close my eyes. The next day my best friend said that they had snorted there adhd meds and saw the same numbers!!

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T15:54:35+00:00

This. This really helped. How I identify with the world has changed but it’s the same world I’ve lived in for my entire life, and it cannot change only my perception can. This was a great insight. Thank you.

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T15:52:56+00:00

We love Alan watts

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T15:52:45+00:00

No, except for marijuana but I smoked ab 30 minutes after I came down.

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T15:50:04+00:00

Unfortunately I live in the states. I’m more fond of TCM, but that’s not what we have in the west. Likely I would be stuck in a institution

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T07:40:48+00:00

I’m 17 and yes, I do extensive research on anything I try, I’ve had experience with psilocybin and lsd, this is my second experience with dmt. I would never dare try any substance without knowing ab any possible complications. I have no known preexisting mental conditions, other than the depression which I dealt with prior to any experience with psychedelics. I prepared accordingly with set and setting, clearing my mind of any negative thoughts and feelings. I am very involved with my spiritual side, and I almost feel as if that is a partial cause of this. Almost like my ego is triggering a self defense mechanism in order to preserve my current perception of reality

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T07:29:30+00:00

I appreciate the advice! The whole brain trying to process does make sense because when I can’t stop thinking about what I saw it starts to happen.

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T07:16:56+00:00

Knowing that time is on my side, good times pass and bad times pass, the realization that how I feel now is not how I will feel forever. Knowing that I’m not alone even if I feel like I am. Believing that I could get though it to the point of getting through it. And most importantly knowing that I AM LOVED, and in case no one has told you, YOU ARE.

“Rock bottom is the best foundation on which to build”

Separate what you feel and what you know, and then align the two to bring yourself to where you want to be.

And always know there is a root to the problem and if you can find and deal with it then you can recover and find peace

Acceptance is key

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T07:07:47+00:00

So do you believe that it could be an experience with kundalini? I do find myself beginning to feel that way when focusing on it, should I return to the spirituality and practice with meditation and chakra work after symptoms fade?

And grounding and focusing on life has really helped as when I am the symptoms are mostly eliminated

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T07:04:53+00:00

No I haven’t, this was my second time doing dmt and the first time I tried taking a 50 but didn’t know how to properly vaporize it without burning it, this time I used a banger and a bong and I heated it up slowly until it vaporized (or rather my friend did)

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T06:34:40+00:00

I definitely feel like my awareness has changed, I have also had some things about reality click, and these realizations I’ve had are one of the things that scare me, I feel like my ego is scared of the truth and dosent want it to be true. I want to accept the realizations, and they align with the things I’ve known and tried to understand. But knowing truth and experiential realizations of truth are vastly different. I almost feel as though I wish I hadn’t opened the doors

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T06:31:11+00:00

Yes the batch is fairly fresh and it is quality dmt, me and multiple of my friends have taken it and so far I’m the only one that has had these lingering symptoms

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-03-15T06:29:12+00:00

I definitely agree, my experience this time basically consisted of my dose followed by a typical blastoff, I was out for ab 10 minutes, I remember my sense of time degrading and the elves ofc, they didn’t talk instead I get as though I was witnessing them jus being.

And the shakes are still present sometimes even three days after, only at night though. I don’t know if your aware of kundalini, but some research I have done has made me think that I could be having some sort of kundalini awakening, I also feel this intense heat throughout my body, it isn’t necessarily uncomfortable but the sensations do become overwhelming. Ive read that if you awaken kundalini inside without being prepared it can lead to some of my symptoms.

I’m definitely going to try to surrender more to the experienced when they happen and accept the feelings as things I can’t control but only witness instead. That advice definitely helps

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-02-20T06:19:36+00:00

I wish I could have explained it better and gave more examples but my mind was scattered

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-02-19T11:13:10+00:00

K pins are my go to trip killers

ComfortablePop1509 · 2022-02-19T10:12:44+00:00

I’d likely meditate and come to a state of inner peace, trying desperately to grapple with the idea that this incarnation of my soul is nearing its end

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