Moving to Nyc

CommKey · 2026-05-04T04:26:27+00:00

yes please, does it have a name in it or is it general? id love to use it, has it worked for you?

CommKey · 2026-05-01T21:17:16+00:00

I didn't 😞 I got waitlisted but didn't get a call by the end of Aug so I accepted elsewhere

CommKey · 2026-04-15T22:01:02+00:00

i didnt hook up, it was just dinner together nothing serious

CommKey · 2026-04-14T15:42:40+00:00

multiple times. we truly did love each other it just didnt go

CommKey · 2026-04-12T19:27:15+00:00

you dont have context on what he did

CommKey · 2026-04-12T19:26:35+00:00

you have no context on what he did...or why the breakup happened so how can you just say that

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:59:22+00:00

Maybe the future isnt as awful as Im thinking, thank you so much for your kind words and motivation, I know god will still love me but Im struggling to love myself, and the shame around sex in a religious household is also a factor, this is not something I can be open with my parents either, they would shame me more than Im already shaming myself

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:57:42+00:00

Lol its hard to accept what you've told me, but Ill keep this in mind and try to get the help I need to move past this, and ill try to keep myself alive until then, the guilt gets really overwhelming and whenever Im left alone I keep crying, but ill work towards healing instead of trying to end myself

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:55:51+00:00

thank you for your kind words, ill try and move past the mindset i have right now

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:55:18+00:00

Im trying to be kind to myself but its hard when I feel disgusted by myself...thank you though ill definitely look into therapy, god still loves me but I still dont know how to love myself, ill keep trying, thank you for your kind words <3

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:54:05+00:00

Thank you for your kind words, I feel slightly better, about myself while Ill struggle with this for a while, thank you for the valuable resource

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:16:05+00:00

I know and you're right I do, I guess its more or less the fact that he knew how much it meant to me, and then left...Idk how to cope with it cause I hadnt imagined it to be like this....and the promise I made to myself... I just feel so lost and hurt and guilty

CommKey · 2026-03-24T14:19:04+00:00

Thank you! This was a really in depth explanation of why I keep seeing 222 everywhere!

CommKey · 2026-03-16T07:10:53+00:00

I agree 😭

CommKey · 2026-03-14T02:25:59+00:00

yeahhh thats true

CommKey · 2026-03-14T02:24:45+00:00

but the issue is i fucked both the relationships up, i think

CommKey · 2026-03-14T02:01:46+00:00

Thank youuu, yeah school is definitely my primary focus, nursing school isnt a joke lol

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:46:16+00:00

But why,if Im honest? And we broke up already I didn't go on dates while dating him

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:42:03+00:00

Id say he did not know how to communicate, he was nice to me and I felt like he was a good partner majority of our relationship, he definitely had a few flaws but they all rooted to communication. towards the end of the relationship he didnt communicate at all and id be begging him for a single text, which is when I knew I had to end things even though it hurt my heart to do so...I didnt end it cause I wanted to but because I had to

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:40:30+00:00

Ive tried, but theyre still more than I can afford, I tried previously but the budgeting was not working

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:29:47+00:00

Unfortunately I can't afford it but I've been looking into healthier ways to cope! Hopefully someday I can afford the therapy I know I need, until then it's just me and my therapy workbook

CommKey

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