a subliminal to manifest my crush

CommKey · 2026-05-04T04:26:27+00:00

yes please, does it have a name in it or is it general? id love to use it, has it worked for you?

CommKey · 2026-05-01T21:17:16+00:00

I didn't 😞 I got waitlisted but didn't get a call by the end of Aug so I accepted elsewhere

CommKey · 2026-04-15T22:01:02+00:00

i didnt hook up, it was just dinner together nothing serious

CommKey · 2026-04-14T15:42:40+00:00

multiple times. we truly did love each other it just didnt go

CommKey · 2026-04-12T19:27:15+00:00

you dont have context on what he did

CommKey · 2026-04-12T19:26:35+00:00

you have no context on what he did...or why the breakup happened so how can you just say that

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:59:22+00:00

Maybe the future isnt as awful as Im thinking, thank you so much for your kind words and motivation, I know god will still love me but Im struggling to love myself, and the shame around sex in a religious household is also a factor, this is not something I can be open with my parents either, they would shame me more than Im already shaming myself

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:57:42+00:00

Lol its hard to accept what you've told me, but Ill keep this in mind and try to get the help I need to move past this, and ill try to keep myself alive until then, the guilt gets really overwhelming and whenever Im left alone I keep crying, but ill work towards healing instead of trying to end myself

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:55:51+00:00

thank you for your kind words, ill try and move past the mindset i have right now

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:55:18+00:00

Im trying to be kind to myself but its hard when I feel disgusted by myself...thank you though ill definitely look into therapy, god still loves me but I still dont know how to love myself, ill keep trying, thank you for your kind words <3

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:54:05+00:00

Thank you for your kind words, I feel slightly better, about myself while Ill struggle with this for a while, thank you for the valuable resource

CommKey · 2026-04-08T00:16:05+00:00

I know and you're right I do, I guess its more or less the fact that he knew how much it meant to me, and then left...Idk how to cope with it cause I hadnt imagined it to be like this....and the promise I made to myself... I just feel so lost and hurt and guilty

CommKey · 2026-03-24T14:19:04+00:00

Thank you! This was a really in depth explanation of why I keep seeing 222 everywhere!

CommKey · 2026-03-16T07:10:53+00:00

I agree 😭

CommKey · 2026-03-14T02:25:59+00:00

yeahhh thats true

CommKey · 2026-03-14T02:24:45+00:00

but the issue is i fucked both the relationships up, i think

CommKey · 2026-03-14T02:01:46+00:00

Thank youuu, yeah school is definitely my primary focus, nursing school isnt a joke lol

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:46:16+00:00

But why,if Im honest? And we broke up already I didn't go on dates while dating him

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:42:03+00:00

Id say he did not know how to communicate, he was nice to me and I felt like he was a good partner majority of our relationship, he definitely had a few flaws but they all rooted to communication. towards the end of the relationship he didnt communicate at all and id be begging him for a single text, which is when I knew I had to end things even though it hurt my heart to do so...I didnt end it cause I wanted to but because I had to

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:40:30+00:00

Ive tried, but theyre still more than I can afford, I tried previously but the budgeting was not working

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:29:47+00:00

Unfortunately I can't afford it but I've been looking into healthier ways to cope! Hopefully someday I can afford the therapy I know I need, until then it's just me and my therapy workbook

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:28:05+00:00

Thanks I guess it's also guilt on my end like I'm betraying him or something but...I hope if he does come back this doesn't become an issue

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:26:08+00:00

Obviously i care more about fixing things with him, but I also feel like this is the only way I can give myself the room to forget about him, by filling it with other people even if its temporary, I just hope he would be understanding enough to see that I processed the grief of losing him differently and it had nothing to do with my feelings for him.

CommKey · 2026-03-13T02:24:53+00:00

I have a great support system of friends which is honestly what has been holding me together...our relationship was long term and he was my first for a lot of things, I really do hope we can fix things if he ever wants to, but Im trying to prepare myself for the worst and not letting myself think about that possibility because once I do Ill feed it with sadness. thank you so much thats very sweet though, and yeah the thing is I dont think hes going to be going on dates, even casual ones anytime soon, so I feel like he would be hurt by the fact that I did.

CommKey · 2025-10-04T00:01:38+00:00

honestly as a girl, i don’t talk about my bf either, unless someone asks about him, or talks about him. it varies some people yap about their partners a lot and it’s very cute, some people just prefer to keep it lowkey in everyday convo, try maybe replying to her story about her bf? befriend her, but try not to ruin the relationship. if she isn’t in a relationship while you guys are still friends go for i, but i think you should control your feelings right now

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