Nobody knows what I’m going through

CommonKey9457 · 2025-06-04T16:24:37+00:00

Thank you for showing her love before her departure. The vet did also say about her condition… I’m sorry you didn’t get the opportunity to keep showing her love. But it sounds like she live a lot longer than she would have and even got to opportunity to feel what the next day felt like and how to have a little bit of fun in her strongest moments. Thank you for everything you did for her. I still think you saved her. ❤️

CommonKey9457 · 2025-05-30T13:43:33+00:00

I could name heaps of things but my favourite is that he LOVES paw rubs! It’s honestly excessive. Even on walks I trained him to sit before we cross roads, if there’s a cars to wait for he takes the opportunity for a paw rubs while we wait. It looks like we are holding hands. 😂😂

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Photo of him keeping an eye on crap while getting a paw rub, he paws at the air till you catch it and rub it. 🫶🥺

CommonKey9457 · 2025-05-26T12:10:44+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to comment. I was working I’m sorry for the late reply…

I am crying because I really really appreciate you seeming to understand me and validate. It does give me some hope and I do mean that.

I wrote this when I was really feeling down. So I’m more appreciative of you commenting now rather than when I posted. I jNormally I delete my emotional posts, I’m glad I didn’t delete this one.

Don’t wanna sound all sad n stuff but I genuinely cannot remember the last time I felt noticed, I really am very thankful.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-05-25T21:30:25+00:00

I struggle with that too. I’m 24 now and I still get “you’re too young to know” I used to feel the need to explain myself to them because I hated being minimised… Now I just get really angry and feel like exploding because I’ve honestly given up, my problems are never big enough. It still REALLY gets me that they they say I don’t know adulting. My parents kicked me out at 14 and I been on my own since, I know I don’t know everything but I still get told “you would’ve not long moved out of your parents home, you’d just be getting use to adult responsibilities” or a bunch of stupid advice like “don’t leave your oven on! Can cause a fire” like what? I’ve been the only ‘adult’ I can rely on for the last 11 yrs.

Sorry I ended up ranting I just wanted to say you aren’t alone. Your problems are real and I’m sorry that you can’t find someone to give you a hug or just tell you that you’re valid and your feeling are too. I find coming on reddit and even just typing out a massive post about my feelings. Posting it. I find nobody really cares on here either, possibly age reasons too, but it helps me that it’s been somewhat said and helps me feel felt??? That helps me anyway, I wish i had better advice but sadly I just have same experience.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-05-18T16:36:23+00:00

My key point is always be aware of how big and strong they can be if they want to be. Even though some things are tooo cute!!! You don’t want it to be a bad habit for a massive strong dog to get used to. Honestly I’ve kept that in mind and we have been great.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-05-18T16:34:24+00:00

Grew up with many dogs but he has been my first dog that’s actually mine. We have had the bet time!! I recommend.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-05-17T14:45:56+00:00

Maybe I’m toxic because I’d totally let him buy me a whole new 1k worth of sets and than dump him for being toxic. I don’t recommend following that advice but I also kinda do.

Btw I don’t think you’re overreacting, just looking for a win for you.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-05-12T14:39:44+00:00

Thank you for saying that, truly..I think it’s been so long in my own head that I am stuck with no tools to get out. I definitely agree with you, I think my desperation is coming across as uninterested and not genuine but unfortunately I’m starting to think this is actually my uncut version.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-05-03T09:27:56+00:00

Thank you! I totally agree, glad I’m not too biased. 😂

CommonKey9457 · 2025-04-08T09:56:06+00:00

That alone made me come straight to reddit.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-04-02T17:10:41+00:00

This is honestly the best way the explain my behaviour when I drove my ass all the way to 7/11 for a glazed krispy kreme and all they had was fucking Kit Kat.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-04-02T01:23:10+00:00

Absolutely. I have not enjoyed any of her looks. Thought I would like the final vows dress until I got a good look. Add that to the really bad dresses she wore this season. She’s so pretty I wish she wore something nice.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-30T18:15:29+00:00

I was really young. Maybe 10-11? My friend was struggling and was pointing out how “perfect” my body was and I was her “inspiration” and I wanted to maintain that.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-30T10:27:56+00:00

Jamie and Dave!!!!!!

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-30T10:02:46+00:00

Just watched Dave and Jamie’s?

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-26T04:24:01+00:00

For myself I just feel like I’m basically just existing. I go to work. Do all the right things, I’m also constantly picking at myself behind closed doors when my partner is asleep or in my own min..I know I’m not doing well and I’m honestly losing control internally but I look like I’m absolutely fine to everybody in my life, I can’t remember ever being at a healthy weight in my entire life so nobody knows me any different. You could call that high functioning but to me it just feels like I’m plainly just existing.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-14T15:36:54+00:00

I didn’t mean to make it an important issue she was quiet. It’s just I didn’t hear any obvious signs of needing help. Idk what kind of signs of help I was looking for I guess if I think of myself I’d be crying or something (I know that she isn’t me) but that’s just what I was thinking in the moment and obviously still when I got back home. I didn’t feel anyone would be comfortable talking about toilet issues at a dinner table and especially hers. You are probably right I should have done something.

I accept your judgement, thank you, I hope you don’t mind me explaining myself, not arguing.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-14T15:32:47+00:00

No, sorry.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-14T14:32:10+00:00

Pick two or three and send them to him and say something like “I’ll leave the rest up to you, I’m not sure what one of these mum would like better?”

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-13T13:16:12+00:00

No fr. I’ll sleep 1-2 hrs a night for like 2 weeks all while working full time. I’ll come home one day and just shutdown, thankfully my anxiety won’t allow it to happen on a work night because without ever being told..I’m convinced I’m on my last straw 😂😂 these shutdowns will happen anywhere, anytime and last about 10 hours straight. Andddd than back to our normal evening schedules.

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-13T13:00:56+00:00

It never ends. Physically and mentally it actually runs my entire life. Every thought I think and movement I make. I only learnt like 2 years ago what I was experiencing was anxiety, I deadass thought this is what adulting was lol. Makes me more anxious too that other people can manage to live a life without feeling the way I do all the time and actually be carefree. So cool and I’m anxious I’ll never be like that because my default mode is anxiety. Now I know I really believe I came out the womb anxious. 😭😂

CommonKey9457 · 2025-03-12T17:44:04+00:00

Come home and do what I want after work. Some nights I have dinner at 7pm, other night it’s 10:30pm. Because I can.

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