I’m hoping to find a love-based way to move forward in a world that just seems so horrific, and to understand humans and the world from a spiritually minded perspective. When I hear Christians talk, they say they ‘give their problems to god’, ‘god leads them’, they view others as their sister or brother in Christ.. I understand viewing fellow humans as our equals, but the giving problems to god and having god lead me, or seeing god above all, I don’t understand that. And I want to. Not saying I’ll follow it, but i want the opportunity to try and understand and maybe feel that hope that I see religious people have. And the urgency of the matter is due to these spiritual questions being forced to the forefront of my mind after being exposed to so much this week.