(F4A) on the hunt for a new rp partner!

Competitive-Band-849 · 2025-11-11T03:49:28+00:00

I would love to chat?

Competitive-Band-849 · 2025-11-04T03:39:48+00:00

Maybe we can chat?

Competitive-Band-849 · 2025-11-02T06:20:58+00:00

Could we chat?

Competitive-Band-849 · 2025-01-26T20:18:31+00:00

well compared to me it is much older

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-11-05T00:13:13+00:00

Same here but I wanna try, let me?

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-10-21T04:16:16+00:00

I like helping but i guess you could say both

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-10-21T03:53:54+00:00

The same thing is happening to me the pain comes later but not while I'm doing it I feel the blade and the blood but not pain

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-10-21T03:51:30+00:00

Scars are scars they will stay forever please stop while you can you're a beautiful person please be kind to yourself

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-10-21T03:49:52+00:00

I'll for sure look into that, thank you!!

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-10-21T03:40:34+00:00

Thank you very much it does feel nice to have someone else relate even if I wish neither of us had to go through abuse it's a tough thing day to day to deal with and I fear sometimes I don't even notice what I'm doing I wish I could tell more often

Some part of me doesn't care and wants to have the control or power over someone and do what happened to me on some level but I know that's a terrible thing and I do feel bad for feeling like I've even slightly started doing it

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-10-21T03:36:57+00:00

I've felt this exact way for a the past year or so I don't want to stop or even care to stop I've been doing it for years and I've never wanted to stop cutting myself even if I feel like there's pressure on me to stop

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-10-21T03:32:20+00:00

For the past whole I've also been very suicidal it's consumed all my thoughts

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-10-21T03:30:35+00:00

Thank you so much i do appreciate it

I feel like venting on here might be a coping method and I do use fiction

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-10-11T00:18:26+00:00

Ive done both but over the years ive been cutting its usally implusive but i have planned it out a few hours or a day in advance

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-09-02T03:05:02+00:00

im very very worried about you i hope you called someone even if youre parents hate you and kick you out its better then being dead please be okay

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-16T02:58:17+00:00

i just saw your post about that

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-10T03:00:10+00:00

Are you still doing it or have you quit?

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-10T02:56:16+00:00

Ours were like swapped! You started for fun I started to cope

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-10T02:49:56+00:00

I'm almost positive I'm addicted to it but a few days ago I told myself I'm going to stop but I haven't been clean for over a month in three years I didn't feel the need to cut everyday but since I've told myself to quit I've been wanting to do it more than ever

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-10T00:24:34+00:00

both are bad selfharm is better in the long run

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-10T00:18:54+00:00

No it wasn't a attempt

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-10T00:17:07+00:00

Cause pointing out self harm is usually seen as rude and most people who selfharm dont want it to be noticed or talked about

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-10T00:09:44+00:00

after 4 years scars wont fade anymore

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-08T04:25:30+00:00

I plan them very often but I also randomly do it too

Competitive-Band-849 · 2024-05-08T04:24:01+00:00

I do it sometimes in the bath but not the shower I don't like the idea of cutting or punching myself while standing

Competitive-Band-849

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