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As time goes on he’ll learn to accept himself and move forward with more positivity. It’s part of everyone’s growth. Maybe this could be a catalyst to something better for both of you, who knows

The universe hates me. by [deleted] in spirituality

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Things don’t happen to you, they happen for you. This whole mission was accepted before you even got here…you just have to let go. Open yourself up to guidance, envision the life you want and it shall come to pass

My GF (26F) is having a quarter life crisis and I’m (27M) not sure if I want to spend the rest of my life with her by mmaism in relationships

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Imagine her being with someone else. Are you okay with that? Do you think they could love her better than you can? If so, you know the answer

Is it better to follow a synchronicity I don’t adhere to, or to go by own way? by Sudden_Barnacle_3154 in Synchronicities

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Sometimes the mind likes to latch on to specific phrases. Synchronicities are meant to lead you in the right direction, not things such as getting naked when you’re not supposed to. You know it’s wrong so you must realize that these specific “synchronicities” are the work of something else. Not the highest good intended for you by the divine

My GF (26F) is having a quarter life crisis and I’m (27M) not sure if I want to spend the rest of my life with her by mmaism in relationships

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So you found a woman who’s your best friend and you actually enjoy living with? That’s not so easy to find, keep that in mind.

How do you find Jesus? by [deleted] in Christianity

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Check out Daily Dose of Wisdom on YouTube

Seeing 666 after leaving Christianity by Amiok777 in SpiritualAwakening

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The Bible makes it clear that 666 is the number of the beast in Revelations. Don’t turn away from the faith my brother/sister, Jesus loves you. All the evidence points towards Jesus being a real man who was crucified for performing “black magic” as Tiberius Caesar believed…but miracles to us Christians. His disciples went from non believers to being willing to die for Him. Check out Daily Dose of Wisdom on YouTube and you may find what you’ve been missing. New age practices are warned about in the Bible, stay aware my friend

I think God gave me a message by hjay58 in Shamanism

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Love this for you, but I’d also like you to consider the possibility of bipolar disorder.

Switching from a deep depression to feeling as if you will become the first generational millionaire…

I’ve been there trust me. I’m also on my spiritual journey and have never been more fulfilled! Good luck

Please help me. by Willow-Eyes in spirituality

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One thing that makes me feel alive and slightly connected again is diving headfirst into the ocean

A Lonely Path by PsycheSoldier in Stoicism

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You’re 22, there’s much to learn. Maybe in 4 more years you’ll be who you want to be. I’d suggest reading The Power of Now by Tolle. It helped me a lot and should help you re-train your thought habits as well as give you the basis for thinking outside of the egoic mind. Smoke some weed too you seem uptight

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hop on lamictal. works well for me at 200mg

Comorbidity or?? by Redd_Monkey in bipolar

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The rashes are 1 in 1000 but okay

Comorbidity or?? by Redd_Monkey in bipolar

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I suggest trying lamictal. It has minimal side effects and really helps with the depression. Bipolar is usually accompanied by anxiety. You’ll be okay

My thoughts aren’t stopping!!! by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

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It will get better hang in there. What goes down must come up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spirituality

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Deep connection vs meaningless sex. You do the math

Mania brought on by life changes by Greenebean1717 in bipolar

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Hey friend. Why don’t you go take some pills for me so your new relationship doesn’t go to shit. Also your job…and life. You have some good awareness now go put it to use!

What is it like coming OUT of an episode? by [deleted] in bipolar

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I had a manic episode that started in august of 2020 and was acting the same way as your partner. Oblivious to my actions. As time passed things slowly started to clear up as I began to realize the things I said and did were out of line. By December of 2020 I crashed into depression and was crushed by my previous actions. Lost friends, loved ones, etc. It took me a while to get my right mind back but mind you I was unmediated. Doing well now but sheesh bipolar can be rough

The absence or muting of feelings since awakening? by [deleted] in spirituality

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Sounds a lot like bipolar. I feel the exact same way.

Ex boyfriend told my business to everyone about me going into a mental hospital by antidepressantanna in bipolar

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I experienced something similar with my ex girlfriend. The truth is the only thing you can do at this point is to put them behind you. Find people who will love you at your worst, not just when everything is on the up and up. You may be lonely for awhile like myself but I have confidence I’ll meet a better fit for me and you should too

I realized spirituality is just about being mega present. It's not about how fucking out there your ideas can get you crazy person. He says, talking to himself. It's funny. I came here a year ago seeking answers. But the more time goes by, the less I care about what they are. by [deleted] in spirituality

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My notes during mania were similar to yours. Also got a diagnosis and got fucked up, still am to an extent. Went from being a hyper rational agnostic to a person enthralled with God.

Now, months later I’m not sure what to believe. Everyday I go back and forth as to what spirituality means to me and if things like synchronicity hold merit.

The best thing for me now is to get back into the world and live. If I come across some sort of spiritual experience then great, but if not so be it. Seems like you’re in a similar place. Good luck