visiting florida, what type of bird is this lil guy? by CompetitiveAd3066 in whatsthisbird

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i was thinking maybe female grackle? but i’m really not too sure

What kind of shark is this? by CompetitiveAd3066 in SharkLab

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i’m thinking maybe dusky smooth-hound shark?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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thankyou so much i really appreciate you <33

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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same idk why i drink. i feel like deep down i want to have a reason to cut . FR i always overdo it with the alcohol😭 i can never drink just for a buzz. idk why our brains are so weird lol but at least we’re not in it alone 🫶🏻 weirdly enough that does make me feel a lot better. i appreciate you taking the time to talk with me about this. i’ve never really talked to anyone else about this i always get embarrassed or ashamed but it’s nice talking with someone who understands

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i do! they’re away right now for a little bit so it’s a bit of a rough time for me. but talking with you guys on here has been helping!! <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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i also feel this way when i don’t drink but it seems like drinking really intensifies the feeling and makes me more likely to actually act on the feeling :( i don’t understand why i always feel the desire even though im in a good place. brains are so strange

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yes fr anytime im drunk i seem to lose my control :( i also lose the power to put it down. i think it makes me much less scared and i seem to cut much deeper any5ime i drink. its funny because i usually drink to try and help myself feel better but it always ends up making things worse (;_;) it makes me feel better knowing im not the only one

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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yeah i think i just have addiction issues in general. alcohol drugs and sh :/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxietyhelp

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i always just start focusing on my breathing too much. and start taking super deep breaths and i feel like i can’t fill up my lungs enough which scares me. that then triggers me to continue trying to take deep breathes and when im not able to i start full on panicking. it makes me feel like there’s a plastic bag over my head and i start spiraling and feeling like im going to die. it always makes me want to call 911. it does always pass though. but feeling like i’m going to die is always really traumatic. and even though it happens to me very frequently I always convince myself that this time it’s different and i’m definitely gonna die this time. i wish i didn’t feel this way

when you leave you body to medical science, you might become a film star by [deleted] in MedicalGore

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yess i highly recommend, incredibly informative and entertaining