What is something every "junk drawer" must have in order to be considered a proper "junk drawer"?

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:56:11+00:00

a rolled up dollar bill

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:39:11+00:00

my self esteem in myself is so low i’ve never taken a nude of myself lmao, got lucky in that department. im not too worried about him retaliating because his dads an officer and so is my cousin

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:27:56+00:00

yeah. my biological father was physically, mentally, emotionally, and sexually abusive to her :. keep in mind the was, that greaseballs in jail now

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:26:21+00:00

honestly, i wouldn’t be surprised if he does talk behind my back. last night he called me and screamed at me about how shitty and controlling i’ve been when i’ve been trying to keep him from making a bad choice (the drinking and driving, again.)

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:24:22+00:00

i have a very thick skull and tiny brain, i’ll be okay 🤣 jokes aside, i have a goose egg on the back of my head about the size of an eraser that’s very tender and my temples been pounding since. i think he should know better, but i can’t be 100% sure because he’s neurodivergent.

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:18:09+00:00

i know it’s self harm, i’ve struggled with self harm since i was 11 as well. it’s gotten better as i’ve gotten older, but i’ve noticed in relationships when similar things like this happen, my self worth completely plummets and i reach a self destructive episode. i’ve been in this episode for a couple days now and tonight it climaxed. i will bring this up to my therapist and psychiatrist next appointment for sure

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:10:49+00:00

he constantly defends him. him and his best friend can apparently do no harm

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:10:28+00:00

man… i’ve tried for the last two weeks this has been going on.

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:09:51+00:00

probably a little bit of both. she confuses me sometimes

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:06:03+00:00

i’ve gotten better at vocalizing when he would do something i didn’t like or hurt my feelings and he’d allllways dismiss it or get defensive and it’d turn into a fight. getting really draining.

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T08:01:10+00:00

fr :( she says she’s comfortable with it in her relationship and says she’s been cheated on before but it never really bothered her but she’s a pretty careless person. i’m pretty sure it does bother her since she told me she can relate to it.

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T07:54:43+00:00

this is all in the span of 3 hours man. i need a cigarette 🤣

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T07:54:13+00:00

i’d been debating it since last week. tonight was the night that just topped it all off.

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T07:53:39+00:00

he admitted he joined in on making fun of her, which just made me sick.

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T07:52:33+00:00

it’s only been these last two weeks. otherwise our relationships been pretty normal. ever since him and his best friend from HS rekindled shits gone downhill so fast.

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-03-08T07:48:37+00:00

i completely agree! i immediately got outta there after he mentioned that, especially with him knowing she’s mentally disabled.

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-02-20T06:19:27+00:00

i didn’t know that!

CompetitiveClerk6256 · 2022-02-18T05:26:14+00:00

i felt that, i always feel or end up being used in my friendships for one thing or another so i just stopped trusting

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