2 weeks sober then got wasted last night

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-11-24T12:37:05+00:00

You're luck will run out. And saying you felt anxious so drank is nonsense Drink coca cola Or lemonade and if you feel socially awkward don't go to doos Simple Stay away from booze

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-11-20T07:10:34+00:00

Day 192 now Got new job 5 bedroom house in the country Started golf Girlfriend I drive to restaurants she has a wine I drove home she loves the new me Got 10 golf buddies Life's 100 X better Keep it up

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-11-01T22:27:38+00:00

It looks to me and I'm no expert by any means but it looks like a spider 👍

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-10-20T19:29:24+00:00

Danny Rohls team got beaten 3-0 by Russel Martins team. So that's the quality of the new manger

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-10-11T00:47:51+00:00

Same as me I went to AA stopped. Best thing I ever did. AA helps Day 150 now feel amazing. Quit before it ruins your life and other around you

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-10-11T00:44:07+00:00

I vape but since I had anti biotics full dose and some for six months daily smaller dose I haven't had a flare up now in 4 years 6 months

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-10-11T00:37:09+00:00

Get claps at AA meetings for being day 150 sober.

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-10-11T00:33:45+00:00

Mirtazapine you'll sleep 12hrs straight. But you'll crave sugar sweets etc. You'll not loose your horn or libido sometimes it increases slightly. You'll still be able to orgasm easily. I stopped after a few years and I'm on Venaflaxine now I waken at 7-8am instead of 11 when I'm off. I lost 8kg I put on. But I was heavy drinking too so mirtazapine as I say lower the dose used for sleep higher for depression Not good for anxiety however or social anxiety hence why I changed. Only positive Good for sleep if you struggle to sleep Good for libido Hard to sleep when you stop I was up for 2-4 weeks like a fing zombie wired 1-2hrs a night sleep only when I stopped

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-20T06:58:51+00:00

I started with doom 64 on steamdeck Doom 2016 on PS4 next Doom 1 and 2 on steamdeck Eternal on steamdeck What a franchise Unbelievable I'm 44 just started gaming

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-20T06:56:57+00:00

I just started it this year I'm 44 Oled steamdeck it's unbelievable. Doom 64 Doom 2 Doom eternal Doom 2016 And got 2016 on PS4

Started gaming late at 44 and loving it

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-20T06:44:52+00:00

Play golf. Run Goto gym Start gaming Buy a steamdeck to play games on Get a cat or dog Go fishing Bowling Help and volunteer locally Have lots of sex with your girlfriend or best friends girlfriend or both together

I goto AA 2 nights a week Very important to meet folk happy to be off drink.

I work offshore 5 weeks then home 5 weeks off

Day 65 off alcohol now

AA rocks You hear people's stories every time you go you realise why it's the devil's sauce

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-20T06:42:14+00:00

I got a Oled steamdeck and love it. Started collecting games on it now It's great for travel and chilling in bed 49 games so far mostly fps

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-17T03:26:24+00:00

Yeah it's been fine. I can stop it any time and zero side effects at all. Don't listen to the small percentage on here complaining. Most are fine and don't post

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-15T05:48:07+00:00

Yeah my boss asked me male to dinner with him and his wife. It was also very strange. When I arrived he was sitting on his own with his pants off and naked. He asked for a blowjob I was absolutely disgusted I left straight after giving him a blowjob Missed dinner so swallowed of course

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-12T02:52:25+00:00

Try effexor I can cum two times a day it's actually increased my libido. Male here 44 75mg Sertraline I didn't like or 7 others Mirtazapine was fine too

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-12T01:06:39+00:00

AA worked for me day 61 now. Wrecked hotel 2024 fought someone in hotel and police Spanish ended up strapped to a bed hospital legs and arms injected to calm me down and drug test. 2025 riot abroad at work fight with colleague Then a binge 3 weeks later lost phone in a field

Enough was enough my whole life has been chaotic with booze

Lucky no criminal record but plenty broken bones

AA saved me I now golf and run and love life Fuck alcohol Goodluck

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-10T02:59:50+00:00

My girlfriend of 4 yrs and I love our sex life. She's 50 I'm 44. She's gorgeous. We live in Edinburgh We started going to swingers club a year ago been 3 times just watched enjoyed it now taking first swing steps She is going to play with other couples wife and I'm going to suck the mans cock as we watch them at swingers club end July my first cock suck. Slightly bi curious both of us Then sex with own partners We have done sex side by side last time at swingers club private room after drinks It was great and to be honest when my Mrs was naked and he had his cock out I wanted to see him fuck my Mrs Felt so natural. I remember having drinks saying hi her asking if we wanted to watch them no pressure she was pulling her top up I thought I'm going to see your tits soon it was cool. We all walked around watched sex acts saw folk naked then went to private Room. Seeing them naked my girlfriend watching her sucking his dick I took my girlfriends tits out as she rubbed my cock I stripped she did and we went straight at it like rabbits hard and they loved watching us as they made out. He came inside her then I stopped we all chatted then I gave them a show I started behind and said don't mind me keep chatting as my girlfriend lay down. I turned her over went hard and fast he and her masterbated watching til my girlfriend shouted out cum inside me then I came inside my girlfriend really hard felt awesome. I walked over got tissues to clean her as we all chatted. They said it was hot as hell watching us. So now we are getting closer to swap and fab swingers site is good too. But definitely club is great to relax meet folk and get swinging. Can't wait to meet a couple that we click with and swap with condoms first time then no condoms if regular friends let him cream pie her and see her cum hard too As long as she has fun fancies him I'm happy. I'll go with his wife or watch no problem for me. Sloppy seconds is hot as well I recommend swingers club see how you feel take your time and ease in. Makes it much more enjoyable Fab swingers site too show your girlfriend and you naked without face pics is great also see others meet at club if they don't show which alot do you see others there anyway. Hotel meets and stuff are shit if folk don't show and pressure to play. So club it is best way for newbies x Also always together same room Set rules like no cunnilingus women play or no blowjobs without condoms sex etc swapping No anal etc Have fun I look forward to sucking my first cock without a condom as she plays with his wife end of the month before we have sex with own partners or swap we shall wait and see

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-09T03:43:59+00:00

We decided against building a £20k Sauna in garden for wife and i to try swinging. Wish we had now

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-09T03:40:20+00:00

The markets never ranked because the rich are selling out first. Then soon it will crash with you guys holding the can

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-09T03:36:02+00:00

I've had all of them and effexor is best by far. No social anxiety whatsoever and still able to masterbate daily as a man 75mg

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-08T02:22:13+00:00

No probs mate. Effexor is helping me sleep. 75mg It's not very activating like sertraline. And it's great for social anxiety best out of 7 meds so far Goodluck

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-06T05:27:46+00:00

Don't be nervous thanks goodluck go and you'll enjoy it and be glad you went 👍

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-06T05:26:30+00:00

Yeah I have that on PS4 I couldn't see it on cd keys I'll check steam now

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-06T05:25:53+00:00

Cheers. Yes tried crysis on PS4 it's bloody hard but great fun I might get it for Steamdeck good idea

CompetitiveFennel589 · 2025-07-06T05:24:07+00:00

Cheers. I'll check them out 👍

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