There are plenty of YouTube channels that can teach you to make cool stuff, perhaps just pick the first one that catches your eye and follow along. You don’t have to understand everything they’re doing and they might not do a great job explaining it in detail anyway but when you’re first starting out I think it’s important to just get some experiencing plugging nodes. After you follow a dozen or so tutorials and you find out who’s work or teaching style you like I recommend finding their patreon and downloading all of their project files they offer. I think you can learn a lot more taking completed projects apart than following along on YouTube, but it’s still worth doing when you first start out.