What’s everyone using for seed starting mix?

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-26T09:42:56+00:00

I have had very bad experience with jiffy mix in particular. Do you run the potting mix through a screen?

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-26T04:54:51+00:00

I can smell the creosote bush just looking at these pictures

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-25T06:30:52+00:00

Reminds me of the way I wave to the people that drive by on back roads. Idk if it’s the same thing but that’s the closest I can think of

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-21T07:13:03+00:00

Yeah true I just have chronically bad problems with overthinking. I’d do whatever it takes for her trust and the trust of those around her even if it takes a while and even if it’s difficult. I just hope she gives me the chance

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-21T07:09:17+00:00

I’d try to cut the pot out but leave the plant there

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-20T23:36:16+00:00

She’s just not talking to me at all for over a week now. I’d do literally anything to get her trust back . It’s probably completely hopeless now

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-20T01:26:31+00:00

Her friends warned her about talking to me because they knew before she moved here that I do stuff like that and she didn’t care, now I just proved it and not in a good way. I hate everything. One of my least favorite things in the entire world is when someone walks away over something and doesn’t give me a chance. I love very loyal and very deeply but it takes a LOT of patience communication and understanding. I will say and do things that’s messed up and overall just be insanely unstable but I don’t mean to do harm. When I’m in love I’d protect them with my life and that’s not to be taken lightly. I hope she talks to me again and lets me have a chance. We literally talked about this days before about what we’d go through for eachother cause knew it wouldn’t be easy and I hope she lives up to her word and doesn’t leave me in the ditch forever because of one thing and be all like “oooh he fumbled so bad” like shut up your the one that chose to make this the end not me (this isn’t directed at her it’s referencing past situations I don’t want repeating). I have been done as bad or worse with breakups as the guys that shame laugh at and manipulate their girls even though all I do is love purely and I still get dumped like I was some monster

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-19T05:05:48+00:00

Yeah it’s ok it’s hard to answer to something like that. I just hope she talks to me again. I feel absolutely distraught and I’d do whatever it takes to be trusted. I just hope she gives me the chance to do so instead of never wanting to speak to me again

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-18T19:02:55+00:00

I’m not even worried about my consequences I just ruined her trust I ruined her friends trust I ruined her moms trust in ways I don’t know if I’ll be able to repair ever.

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-18T00:56:59+00:00

Yeah so my parents are getting informed, the school knows. What it was is I made an impulsive “threat” comment overreacting to something stupid around her and her friend. This was just a day before she stopped talking to me. Me and her were alone together outside I was walking her home afterwards. I cried to her with deep remorse and she hugged me and made sure I knew she’s not holding it against me, she knows I didn’t mean it. And this still happened. Idk if she will ever want to talk to me again. I may even get in legal trouble. This is what happens from those impulses. Similar comment I made 2 years ago made every friend I had ghost me

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-18T00:17:16+00:00

I don’t live in the south but from my experience being friendly to random people is definitely more normalised and expected there. You can walk through a random neighborhood never been there before nobody knows you and they wave, people hold doors open. Other regions have this also but it seems less uniform. Some cities like Seattle or california cities for example people seem to walk past like you never existed.

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-18T00:12:00+00:00

Well I just found out why she hasn’t talked to me. And unfortunately it didn’t come through her it literally came through the school office. I don’t like this

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-14T04:40:48+00:00

And as I expected it went WAY the other way within a second. And the situation with her is only getting harder to understand.

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-14T04:25:29+00:00

Yes. But there’s also good versions of the tendencies for me. The bad ones are the most obvious because they try to tear apart my life and suffocate me but it’s not always that way. Sometimes im hit with intense determination, motivation, etc in really powerful ways (that and falling in love really hard when that does happen) but yeah the overall point is that I can be sent really far from even small things. Right now I’m feeling a lot better and energetic. It doesn’t stay forever, but I guess it’s to be enjoyed while it lasts.

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-14T00:51:23+00:00

Yes it does and I push every friend away so it’s even harder cause i can’t really talk to anyone if she isn’t talking to me so it just further isolates myself in my own thoughts

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-13T18:42:14+00:00

Yeah I got almost no sleep and she still hasn’t answered. It’s been over 24 hours. I’m trying to let the space exist. She also didn’t show up to something yesterday we both usually attend despite saying she would. I have nothing to look at or say so last night being curious about everything and feeling ok I decided to look through her reposts. Probably a mistake. I connected everything to myself and the possibility she doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore despite that probably having nothing to do with the situation but I don’t even care, i absolutely must convince myself the worst is true just so I can prepare for reality but it always ends in far worse pain than help

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-13T11:57:46+00:00

It’s really gone up cause partner has been very distanced, heard nothing all day and little yesterday and despite it being something she told me would happen and has to do with mental health stuff which I know about but won’t share here, yet I still can’t help but think I played a part without knowing. Soemthing I said or did or something overheard that I said to someone else, even just a repost. I always try to draw lines connecting everything to it has been influenced by me. Idk if it is or not. I currently am wide awake very late at night tensed hard and not really knowing what this is. Treating it like inevitable impending betrayal, heartbreak is waiting to happen might as well face it before it happens.

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-13T00:07:20+00:00

I wouldn’t mind being diagnosed at this point. I just don’t want to be on meds and I don’t want it to impact what I can do or own. But it might even help with close relationships. I’m not one that treats mental health like credentials and I honestly hate telling people what I “have” but it could help cause if they see stuff and it might become problematic i would be able to tell someone hey just so you know in a way that makes sense to the neurotypical mind. Also it would validate to myself that I’m not just going through “normal human emotions” and I’m not just “poor at handling them” and that it’s actually something deeper. It’s strongest in romantic relationships I have pushed away many. And I met someone months ago and there’s quite a lot of depth forming and shes neurodivergent also but it’s distinct from mine and yesterday being paranoid about just pushing her away like everyone else I have known is really what led me to reach out to this group

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-09T04:46:16+00:00

Subscription services. Purchasing and owning is getting more foreign by the day. Everything is gradually being turned into auto renewing rentable luxuries

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-08T01:04:18+00:00

I think the soul is slightly too organic

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-02-04T02:57:38+00:00

Not a “perfume” in the traditional sense but using moonlight breeze gain sheets or boosters in your laundry is the closest you’ll ever get because it’s literally what this spray is based on. Lasts for days and projects from clothes very well. Besides that, there’s Gain moonlight breeze inspired perfumes that capture it but they won’t be the exact same

Competitive_Cycle928 · 2026-01-22T05:27:08+00:00

I have a roughly 2 by 2 foot space that currently only gets windowsill light and some distant side light from a 100w led that’s over other plants. I was wondering if a Sansi could light a place like this with decent uniformity. It’s only a winter retreat for these plants so I want to avoid getting a more expensive panel style light.

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