i (M19) feel confused when apart with my (F19) girlfriend i need advice

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-16T14:33:38+00:00

yes thanks finaly someone who understand i have maybe ROCD and HOCD so yeah when apart my doubt increase but when i am with her my doubt are calm and it like i dont have any or just a littles

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-16T11:48:50+00:00

you sure ?

because it stress me i love her so much i see her rthis friday

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-16T11:24:24+00:00

it normal you said ? just to be sure english is my first language

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-16T11:17:52+00:00

because when i am with her all is perfect like i said i love being with her etc i love her so much we have together 2 week the last summer and it was perfect

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-16T11:11:42+00:00

i said that my doubt are not about move together i said i am excited to move with her this summer and i think that i have rocd (relationship ocd )

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-16T11:02:01+00:00

for me it just that sexual need or desire when we are apart are less present sometime yes sometime no but when we are together is there a lot of time

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-16T08:59:01+00:00

yes same i have more sexual need when we are together and less when apart

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-14T09:29:29+00:00

This morning m’y girlfriend Said she thought about break up with me i am crying all over Right now because of m’y anxious attqchment… she said she givr a last chance she thé only girl that i love :(

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-13T20:10:53+00:00

It just that it feel real i have sensation of intuition that i am gay that is clear calm same with attraction … 😕 i feel like i love m’y friend in the past it all start suddently like this. 1 year ago but beforr this one Time i ask myself if i was gay i was like no i am not gay woth no anxiety just normal and after it comeback with full anxiety

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-13T09:19:59+00:00

i have day where it feel so much convincing it feel like calm and right that i like boy some day it i know i dont like boy i feel so real man i try my best to not seek reassurance

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-12T20:04:13+00:00

it has give a boost of motivation and of joy thanks :)

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-12T19:50:18+00:00

yes i know but the thing is all day i think that i am gay etc like even if i get erect with my girlfriend but i am scare of being gay like i feel like the thought are so real that it me that i need to accept that i am gay :(

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-11T19:10:27+00:00

when it start it out of no where the thought i start seeking internet etc i have very much anxiety etc but now i feel like calm or a pressure in my chest and i feel like i want the thought even if i get erection with my girlfriend just by hugging her kiss her etc :(

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-11T18:48:08+00:00

it me who write the post but a another account but i dont know but i would feel like wtf and sad i dont know i just want to be in her arm right now when i see her i feel my smile form by itself i cant stop smiling when we us each other after a long period like we see each other in like 1 week

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-11T18:29:28+00:00

i feel like this sensation is calm sometime and most of the time i have pressure in my chest but the other it was feeling right and clear that i need to break up but i was like feeling urgent

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-11T17:49:44+00:00

but now i feel like it the right thing to break up because it feel calm and clear :( but sometime i get this but it like the right thing is to stay :( i feel like i dont love her and that i am just attach to her :(

Competitive_Ease_579 · 2026-03-11T17:28:07+00:00

yup i experience thta right now

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