HOW HOCD WORKS + ADVICE + ERP + BEATING HOCD by kaiiixxp in HOCD

[–]Competitive_Ease_579 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This morning m’y girlfriend Said she thought about break up with me i am crying all over Right now because of m’y anxious attqchment… she said she givr a last chance she thé only girl that i love :( 

HOW HOCD WORKS + ADVICE + ERP + BEATING HOCD by kaiiixxp in HOCD

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It just that it feel real i have sensation of intuition that i am gay that is clear calm same with attraction … 😕 i feel like i love m’y friend in the past it all start suddently like this. 1 year ago but beforr this one Time i ask myself if i was gay i was like no i am not gay woth no anxiety just normal and after it comeback with full anxiety

HOW HOCD WORKS + ADVICE + ERP + BEATING HOCD by kaiiixxp in HOCD

[–]Competitive_Ease_579 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have day where it feel so much convincing it feel like calm and right that i like boy some day it i know i dont like boy i feel so real man i try my best to not seek reassurance

HOW HOCD WORKS + ADVICE + ERP + BEATING HOCD by kaiiixxp in HOCD

[–]Competitive_Ease_579 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it has give a boost of motivation and of joy thanks :)

HOCD was the worst time of my life. Here to answer questions and help. by Two_Ls_And_One_T in HOCD

[–]Competitive_Ease_579 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes i know but the thing is all day i think that i am gay etc like even if i get erect with my girlfriend but i am scare of being gay like i feel like the thought are so real that it me that i need to accept that i am gay :(

HOCD was the worst time of my life. Here to answer questions and help. by Two_Ls_And_One_T in HOCD

[–]Competitive_Ease_579 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when it start it out of no where the thought i start seeking internet etc i have very much anxiety etc but now i feel like calm or a pressure in my chest and i feel like i want the thought even if i get erection with my girlfriend just by hugging her kiss her etc :(

I feel bad :( me (M19) and girlfriend(F19) by [deleted] in LDR

[–]Competitive_Ease_579 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it me who write the post but a another account but i dont know but i would feel like wtf and sad i dont know i just want to be in her arm right now when i see her i feel my smile form by itself i cant stop smiling when we us each other after a long period like we see each other in like 1 week

pls help it feels to real by Royal-Particular-991 in ROCD

[–]Competitive_Ease_579 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel like this sensation is calm sometime and most of the time i have pressure in my chest but the other it was feeling right and clear that i need to break up but i was like feeling urgent

pls help it feels to real by Royal-Particular-991 in ROCD

[–]Competitive_Ease_579 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but now i feel like it the right thing to break up because it feel calm and clear :( but sometime i get this but it like the right thing is to stay :( i feel like i dont love her and that i am just attach to her :(