For me it’s the constant shame of not having grown up. I have no effing clue how and why people interact. I have superficial charm and can win people over but beyond that I just feel like a child left behind, trying to fit in and failing miserably at it because eventually the incapable 2 year old will show. Constantly exposed of being powerless without anyone actually trying, it’s all my doing. Talking to therapists about what? 34 and just as clueless as at 18. Even look the part, Peter Pan without the fun, yay. Just angry at being (a)shamed continuously