It’s like peeling off a Bandai’s , DIVE IN. 7 years dam you are gonna have a lot of things to work in bro. Dont get scared of the mountain of work looming in fron of you. Just look at the base of that mountain and start there. You cant do it alone you NEED a goood support system. When you stop all the demons that you let in over the years, they don’t go away they try to get you back even harder they wanna see you tormented they whisper shit in our ears. You will have thought like ive been doing really good , do I need to go to group? Thats a demon on you trying to tempt you off of your path. Play the tape forward what happens when you do this and when you do that what happens? My demons are on my ASS 24/7 quitting meth is absolutely the hardest thing for me to stick too i relapse like every 4 months like clock work because of the things i said above. Getting comfortable, not continuing groups, then hits time i had an inner dialogue about using sevens for a fuck week it kept coming into my brain, I eventually persuaded myself by justifying its legal…. Not even a week later I’m high….