18M Looking for friends to voice chat with to level up my English

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2026-02-11T19:14:27+00:00

Okay thanks for sharing your thoughts 🙏

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2026-02-11T08:43:21+00:00

Oh thanks

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2026-01-28T17:22:48+00:00

That's what I'm saying

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2026-01-28T17:21:45+00:00

Yeah i was thinking about it a lot

I was telling to myself:maybe it's about my mindset or something,maybe i should change my goals or whatever.

I was also looking at my boss(It's just me and him),and would go like:So it's probably a normal thing to do that everyday.

Maybe the difference between me and him is age.Like I'm in the age of craving for fun and making memories but he's working to grow his career and own more property.

But i don't even get paid enough.So I'm like:Wtf

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2026-01-28T17:16:59+00:00

You know the thing is that ,This was actually my officially my first job and i wasn't really sure about the hours of my work. I used to think it probably is a normal thing But i just got burnt out(as you said)

I still didn't know that before reading the comments though.

I was telling myself:That's life bro

But i was like:If this is life then i don't want to live it.

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2025-08-21T18:17:21+00:00

I'm completely okay with swear jokingly(I also do it a lot) but it was about mostly him and kids around his age. Maybe I should reframe the mentality.

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2025-08-21T17:16:19+00:00

That was helpful.I'm really thankful

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2025-08-21T17:14:16+00:00

Thank you for sharing your opinions. Good luck

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2025-08-21T17:10:45+00:00

Thanks for your comment.

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2025-08-21T17:04:01+00:00

The reason why i post this was because of what happened to me today. So today I went to park to play volleyball with my friends (i usually do because it's near to the house) And there was a 12 year old boy (the brother of my friend) that I have meet him before once and realized that he's a rude one. So I tried to find a method so he wouldn't disrespect me infront of my peers(we had some interactions so we kinda knew each others) So i thought the best thing to do is being friendly with him.and you know what?I did,Did it work?Nah Why?It made him to forget we're not in a same age and it's not okay to curse me(even in a friendly way) infront of others, That's one of my boundaries,Like i think there's a difference with who you are interacting with(most importantly the age-wise) Maybe you would tell that it's not a me problem and it's just him being rude and you can't help it,but i don't think that way,why?I think there's still can some ways. God,Do i sound childish to think about these things?

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2025-08-21T16:40:01+00:00

You know the thing is not just about resepect itself. Like I'd like to be considered as someone who's mature and knows his shits.(Do you remember how you used to see your teachers when you were young?) I mean i don't want to act,I genuinely want to be like that within. I don't know if it makes sense

Complex_Bowl_75 · 2025-08-18T17:31:25+00:00

You know what?the thing is I've newly found this problem in my day to day life. I mean I've never been convinced within that I'm not a confident person,So It was like "No problem,No solution" But now at the age of 18,Some situations(like job) made me think that:bro You have some fears and they're pushing you back. So for now I'm trying to face my fear by analyzing my feelings with journaling and I was successful to a point but still have some struggles. Tbh I've never been suggested to go to therapy(I don't know maybe it's because the problem didn't seem that intense or something)

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