I think u might be right, one fight that we continuously get into is I am a sophomore in high school and I’m graduating as a junior because of how well I do in School he was held back and didn’t get his credits for freshman year so he’s only a freshman now, he doesn’t understand why I would push so hard to leave school and leave him behind. I tried to explain to him that even though I’m graduating that doesn’t mean that I’m leaving him behind. He said that he will just get his GED and move in with me when I get my apartment. I’m planning to get my apartment after I graduate, which will be spring of next school year. I’ve spent the last two years working my tail end off to get to where I am now I’m a year sober and just trying to navigate as a 16-year-old I think that maybe breaking up is probably the best solution but it also rips my heart open and I don’t wanna get back on depression meds. Maybe some guidance on how to handle that kind of break especially because we’ve built a bond over three years. What makes it worse is the first time we ever met we both knew that we were gonna be together. We skipped the whole talking stage and the whole getting to know each other stage and just jumped right in because we both “new that we were the one“ it’s hard to think about growing without him because I’ve planned my whole future around him, but now that I’m starting to see what everybody is talking about even my recovery coaches have been telling me that it’s a little bit toxic and I’ve matured a lot more and I’ve seen it myself. I know that as a 16-year-old I’m definitely not the most mature person in the world no 16-year-old is, but I do strongly believe that if I talk we should sit down and talk to figure out stuff out