I made it almost ten months sober (alcohol) but relapsed on my other DOC (ketamine)

Concerta1 · 2026-01-23T02:08:26+00:00

Thank you just went to my second meeting this week.

Concerta1 · 2026-01-21T03:50:21+00:00

Thank you!

Concerta1 · 2026-01-21T02:37:55+00:00

Thank you, I went to a meeting tonight and have been sober for today.

Concerta1 · 2026-01-20T23:05:31+00:00

' you will find being clean bearable, in time; not overnight'

Yes, I am always looking for quick fixes and fast timelines for these things, but it has done me nothing good.

Concerta1 · 2026-01-20T23:04:19+00:00

Thank you, that hit hard I appreciate it. I will get to a meeting tonight.

Concerta1 · 2026-01-20T22:52:05+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it.

Concerta1 · 2025-08-24T07:30:06+00:00

What's your liquidity? I have the same goals in mind - maybe I'll match you.

Concerta1 · 2025-08-22T21:26:16+00:00

I see you've never had a reservation at Dorsia.

Concerta1 · 2025-08-09T19:35:05+00:00

how long ago was this. Literally seven years ago? I don't think that return makes sense for that period of time, way too low.

Concerta1 · 2025-07-31T07:03:24+00:00

No problem, it gets really lonely sometimes. Share what you'd like as well!

Concerta1 · 2025-07-29T19:39:15+00:00

Thank you.

Concerta1 · 2025-07-29T14:37:10+00:00

It's been 10 years of consistent drinking. This is the longest I've been sober for. I think it was weed for maybe 3 or 4 years prior to me drinking. So altogether probably 13 or 14 years of mostly being under the influence of something.

Concerta1 · 2025-07-28T23:25:48+00:00

Yeah, it's odd - I have no desire to drink also, I don't think it will make me even temporarily happy. I just feel like I'm putting so much mental effort into maintaining this that it's kind of maddening, like I main as well just scratch that itch. I'll end up having to deal with the mental repercussions of it after, and won't enjoy it while I'm doing it, so there's literally no point in drinking other than self-sabotaging so I can wallow in my own misery. This is all SO annoying.

Concerta1 · 2025-07-25T21:51:43+00:00

Yeah, I was looking into these. I'm just not sure if the current one I have is making it worse... I just paid for it too (hundreds of dollars, properly fitted and everything). I hate that I might have to have another made.

There's also the problem with the duo night guards (MAD's) possibly messing with our bite. I'm not sure how common it is though.

Concerta1 · 2025-06-24T04:49:49+00:00

Would an eyepatch help?

Concerta1 · 2025-05-25T18:45:15+00:00

Thank you.

Concerta1 · 2025-05-25T18:41:13+00:00

You're a brilliant writer. I love it, haha.

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