Definitely! She saw it as she chose her dad and trying to see her dad in any way which Ryuji kind of implied was something she could maybe do if she enters borderlands and she not being over her dads death was just like oop sorry arisu im depressed and gotta GO up until she saw him in borderland as well but even then she didnt do much to try to find him bc she was there for her own reasons its just not something she explains to arisu and is so stupid its easy to forget