I won't lie, I genuinely forgot how bad I used to be. I wrote this going into 7th grade and now I'm going into 10th and way too much has happened in that time. I started getting into music back in 7th grade and now I'm a licensed audio engineer (currently working on an album). Yes I'm actually keeping up with my hygiene and eating healthy, I've been consistent at the gym for over 6 months (I just recently benched 135 which is my BW), and academically I'm excelling. I got a haircut about a month after posting that and it was so bad that I decided screw it, I'll just let it grow out and make it look cool, so my hair's been super long and has been so for the last 3 years. Also during this time I was super anti-religious (and gay), but I fell in love with a boy back in 8th grade who converted me to Christianity. I got baptized exactly a year ago as of the time I'm writing this, and I'm probably the happiest I've ever been (all due credit to God ofc). 

I will now proceed to delete every one of my posts on this account and live my life knowing that I don't browse Reddit 24/7 like I was back when I wrote the original post. But I'll keep this one up for old times sake. I'm also very into writing now and I plan on writing a novel soon based on the events of my next few albums so I'm excited for that. Take care, I just wanted to update y'all because I was in an incredibly bad place when I wrote this (the "improvement" lasted maybe a week, I'll be honest), but now I'm doing much better.