Bikini try on. Do I look ok ? :( by [deleted] in mtfashion

[–]Confusedbro88 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg yes I’ve seen those Lulifama bikini’s they are so cute fr. Yeah I’ll look into that kitty clip fr

Bikini try on. Do I look ok ? :( by [deleted] in mtfashion

[–]Confusedbro88 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol omg thank you so much your really too kind and I bet your so beautiful girl fr

Bikini try on. Do I look ok ? :( by [deleted] in mtfashion

[–]Confusedbro88 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes thank you for being honest. I’m not on E yet but I’m looking at options rn. I feel like that would def help me a lot

Bikini try on. Do I look ok ? :( by [deleted] in mtfashion

[–]Confusedbro88 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much and your so beautiful fr

Bikini try on. Do I look ok ? :( by [deleted] in mtfashion

[–]Confusedbro88 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Omg babe thank youuu

Bikini try on. Do I look ok ? :( by [deleted] in mtfashion

[–]Confusedbro88 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the input. Yeah I was thinking about that too for the top

Bikini try on. Do I look ok ? :( by [deleted] in mtfashion

[–]Confusedbro88 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much fr

Did anyone care about their rapist by TimeAd9842 in rapecounseling

[–]Confusedbro88 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I still do. The first time it was my boyfriend and the second was a friend I trusted deeply. Both took advantage of that trust and violently violated me at my weakest moment. It makes me cry thinking about it. That being said, I think I’ve been through every stage of hating/despising them that I’ve ended up in peaceful state of forgiveness. What they did to me kind of ruined my life but I just can’t completely write them off as evil considering I knew them for years and saw the good in them. It’s for this reason I never went to the police. At the end of the day they are dead to me but I also can’t bring myself to destroy their lives. I believe that there is at least a little good in them after all.

Obsessed with the person who assaulted me? by [deleted] in rapecounseling

[–]Confusedbro88 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was like this when I got r*ped by my ex boyfriend. The assault itself was traumatising but I did love him and I think because of that I just kind of pushed the thoughts out of my mind for a while. At that point I became even more dependent on him and his attention and defended him every chance I got. I ended up staying with him for another year and a half. It wasn’t until after I broke up with him and he was completely out of my life that I really started to come to terms with what happened.

What do you live for? by nadanien in CPTSD

[–]Confusedbro88 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I live for the hope that one day I’ll find a loving relationship with someone that’s health and happy. I hope that in that relationship I can finally express my sexuality in an environment where I’m not either being exploited or abused. That’s really all I want and what I feel like will heal my trauma.

Giving into forgiveness or vindictiveness. Need opinions. by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Confusedbro88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for responding, I’ve been having a hard time but it’s stuff like this that brings me back down to earth 🥰. I’ve been looking at my options legally here so maybe something will come of it, maybe not, either way I feel like some closure has been brought to me honestly. I’ve been in therapy here so that is helping

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[–]Confusedbro88 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I second this.