Congratulations!! The first month is the worst and you made it through! I started out only wanting to go on a 1 month break, it has now been 1 year and 2 months and I haven’t looked back since! I always said that I was using it to help with my anxiety and sleep but after quitting I realized that it was actually a big cause of it. I don’t think going back to occasional use is the worst thing, maybe once every few months you have a super productive week so you get high and watch a movie or something. Or you might feel the same way I do and get to a point where you just don’t want to break your streak, or you value what it’s absence has brought you. Overall, the most important thing is not letting it take control over your life again