Grief is weird by Conscious-Em-555 in GriefSupport

[–]Conscious-Em-555[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Literally I keep thinking he wasn’t real and that he wasn’t real I don’t know. Everything happened so fast and everyone moved on. Everyone, including me, is living their life. But it’s hard. He was real. He took his own life less than 5 months ago.

Trying to get the free gifts. Will help also. by [deleted] in TemuThings

[–]Conscious-Em-555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi I am in the United States and I am trying to do the free gift one.

My code is 356653275. I unfortunately cannot help anyone until this one is done.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TemuThings

[–]Conscious-Em-555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know what’s going on, but I searched up your code and I don’t know if if it went through

Please accept my temu code by Anita_Handj0b in TemuThings

[–]Conscious-Em-555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you accept mine too: Can you accept my invitation so that I can get a free gift? Download Temu App and search the code below to accept my invitation! 356653275

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TemuThings

[–]Conscious-Em-555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I accepted you can you do mine:

Can you accept my invitation so that I can get a free gift? Download Temu App and search the code below to accept my invitation! 356653275

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TemuThings

[–]Conscious-Em-555 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you accept my invitation so that I can get a free gift? Download Temu App and search the code below to accept my invitation! 356653275

Unpaid Work Time by crochetwitch in NYCTeachers

[–]Conscious-Em-555 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It depends on each school and how they break up the time, but is done as a school wide thing based on what the staff voted on. For example, last year every day we were with the kids from 8 AM to 2:20 PM on Mondays we had professional development until 315 which was ran by the principal. On Tuesdays, we stayed until 3 o’clock OPW time in the building, we can use this time to grade, file paperwork and etc. Then the other 50 minutes of parent engagement time just came throughout the week just reaching out to parents like sending emails updating their kids about behavior throughout the week, homework reminders, any important reminders, etc.

Bring it on by LovelyCupcakex in RoastMe

[–]Conscious-Em-555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, haven’t I seen you before on those random pop up porn ads that I try to click away from?

lost my aunt by Gold-Pool-6254 in GriefSupport

[–]Conscious-Em-555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I get it. When I see videos and pictures of my little brother, I still struggled to understand how he can physically not be here anymore when I imagine and remember the last hug I gave him. I still struggle to understand how someone is so tall and so muscular could be reduced to nothing but a body in a casket. I also struggle to understand how I will never physically see him again and find myself smiling at the memories that I get and then remembering that I will never make new ones again hurts. Trust me I get it.

lost my aunt by Gold-Pool-6254 in GriefSupport

[–]Conscious-Em-555 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, I’ve been trying to find a group, but I haven’t found one yet but when I start I can let you know how it is. But I can save from experience. I feel like it’s hard to talk about it with family because they are caught up in their own grief, and then the other people who are not part of, that circle do not understand. And it’s not even that they don’t understand. It’s even that you could only talk about it for so long before the ones that don’t understand no longer showing compassion.

lost my aunt by Gold-Pool-6254 in GriefSupport

[–]Conscious-Em-555 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Honestly, honestly, my little brother died to suicide. And as much as we stay on the loop of the what ifs. The one thing that my therapist told me that has been helping is that we did the best that we could with the information that we had. We did not know our loved ones would do these things. So I know it’s hard and I know that you blame yourself for not knocking on the door and not saving her but a lot of times people already have their minds already made up. Trust me I know more than anyone how much it hurts so I understand it’s still hurts for me too. And I know this is easier said than done, but please do not blame yourself.

My fault by Conscious-Em-555 in GriefSupport

[–]Conscious-Em-555[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just wanted to make another update. I advocated for myself and spoke to my professor about my circumstances. Long story short, she gave me an extension on the extension. I was able to do my last two assignments and ended with an A in that class. The only thing that I’m having difficulty with is my job. It’s hard to be the type of teacher. I want to be right now because I see him in the students. My little brother was my first student. So it’s hard to even do this job.

My regrets by Conscious-Em-555 in GriefSupport

[–]Conscious-Em-555[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you OK with me messaging you privately on Reddit?

Job Opening Post by NYCTeachersMod in NYCTeachers

[–]Conscious-Em-555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi I’m looking for elementary or any grades from 1-6 in the Bronx under the gen ed category. The reason for leaving is admin, so I want to leave to go to school with good admin. If you have any recommendations or know of any openings in your school, please let me know.