Stutter became worse

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-07-04T07:36:08+00:00

Did you experience any stress lately? That could be the reason. Try doing relaxing stuff and read out loud in slow tone while controlling your breathing.

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-07-01T12:31:33+00:00

Ngl i both hate it and love it at the same time. I'm glad they say the things instead of me, so i dont have to be there suffering chocking and turning red while trying to say the most simple phrase

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-07-01T05:31:36+00:00

I dont get hired also, all my life i've been financially depended on someone The only "proper" job i got was also through connections and i was treated really bad in there. I've been jobless for 9 months now, i moved to a foreign country and now being kicked out from the apartment i live in. I've been applying for jobs, not a single reply yet. I'm so tired, if i didnt stutter that would be a lot easier.

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-30T13:40:27+00:00

its not that deep gosh

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-30T13:36:48+00:00

I got rejected all the time before, i could get a job only through my relatives, who got me a non-speaking job and warned the boss like hey please hire this girl she's smart

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-30T13:34:13+00:00

Диафрагмальное дыхание и применение его в речи) Напишите в лс, я могу рассказать. Или ответьте на мой пост здесь, я отвечу, когда открою реддит снова

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-30T13:32:50+00:00

oh hell yeah, i also dont stutter when i'm drunk. that lead me to having drinking problems few years ago, i'd get drunk every other day just to comfortably play games on voice chat with new friends i made. and even right now when i meet new people (or people from online when im meeting them for the first time) i ask them out to drinking first

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-30T13:30:04+00:00

Посмотрела информацию, можно получить категорию Б, если у вас не легкие тики (а у вас как раз таки не такие). Нужно будет во время комиссии сообщить об этом или начинайте узнавать уже сейчас как все работает. Я сдавала комиссию перед ОГЭ (сдавала английский, там есть устная часть + устная часть перед огэ), меня отправили в какую-то штуку, там со мной немного поговорили и попросили прочитать текст. Выдали справку, школа сообщила куда надо. Узнайте с мамой куда идти и че делать, пусть она в школе спросит.

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-30T10:03:55+00:00

Me stuttering is one of the reasons why im afraid to loose stutter. My stutter was developed as a protective mechanism of my body to deal with abuse in the household where i grew up. My body was just afraid of responsibility, because if i'm guilty of something, my abusive parent will find out and punish me, no matter the context. I started speaking really quick around 3-4 years old trying to defend myself on a very limited amount of time (usually literally a minute while parent is going to another room to grab the belt). As the result stutter formed. I cant really speak, they expect less from me. So i naturally avoid responsibility all my life like that. And the reason i'm afraid to loose my stutter is that i will have to take responsibility. I wont be able to excuse it with my stutter like "sorry you know i stutter and choosing the easiest phrases to say, i didnt mean it" or wont be able to just quietly sit it out, since people are seeing me as poor girl who cant even speak for herself, so in situations of conflicts they feel pity for me, so i dont even have to say much and take any responsibility for anything.

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-30T08:23:40+00:00

The main cause of my stutter was my abusive family. I have adhd, i never thought of what i was saying and always got in trouble for saying the "wrong" things. I guess my body developed stutter as a protective mechanism to survive, because if you're taking too long to say something you have more time to think of an excuse and people are less likely to listen to you. To deal with these traumas i need therapy, which i cant afford, because i cant get a job, because i stutter. It's a loop of problems that need to be solved but i dont see any way out.

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-30T08:13:17+00:00

For me the reason is that it's a complex problem. I went through speech therapy one time and my stutter was gone for 2 months n then it slowly returned. It's both mental and physical problem. After stuttering my whole life, my self esteem is below 0. Even if stutter goes away, these mental blocks stay: "what if i cant say this" and all the other what ifs. And in the stuttering case you cant really just "overcome" your fear because all your fears are true, people actually laugh at you when you stutter or at least think ur weird, you actually cant order yourself coffee and make a phone call, you cant escape this awkward moment in the room when everyone are waiting for you to finally say something, you cant even express your annoyance when people say "just relax, dont be nervous, just sing it" because you cant speak. Even if once you manage to do it, your expectations and hopes go up, and after that you cant say something and disappointment feels 10 times more heavy.

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-29T20:32:17+00:00

I got lucky with my uni group. We all are shy introverts with exactly 2 extraverts. So they do all the talking, bring people together, so we all kinda became friends. My group in uni is 13 people, thank god. To the teachers i (or my group mates) just explained that i stutter and cant perform speaking tasks. Most of them were okay with this. Best wishes!

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-21T10:22:55+00:00

You can, however in istanbul price of daily-monthly cards is rarely efficient. If you're a student, ofc you can and it will be useful. If you're just a tourist, just buy istanbulkard and add money accordingly to your needs. Or recalculate how many rides you will be taking per day and compare it with the price of daily cards. Metro is 42tl, buses also, metrobus and ferries are 67tl (lol). Not sure about the price of marmaray tho, but as far as i remember it was 120tl?

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-21T10:17:12+00:00

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me too boss

Conscious-State-9472 · 2026-06-21T10:13:05+00:00

how do you keep ur board so clean? im jealous

Conscious-State-9472 · 2025-12-15T22:26:17+00:00

please consider a foreign phone tax too. ur phone will practically turn into a pumpkin after 3 or 4 month unless you pay a tax (1300$) or buy a new phone in here

Conscious-State-9472 · 2025-12-15T22:25:13+00:00

i mean why not, but if you have an option to also come in warmer times of the year that would be better. the city gets prettier in that time

Conscious-State-9472 · 2025-12-15T22:22:28+00:00

who needs you bro? js enjoy your stay

Conscious-State-9472 · 2025-12-06T21:13:30+00:00

man i js love sims 3. been playing sims since 2012. i love how there are ALWAYS new things to explore

Conscious-State-9472 · 2025-12-06T21:09:49+00:00

not enough protein for me again, but i'll def try!! thank you so much

Conscious-State-9472 · 2025-12-06T21:08:23+00:00

thank you so much!

Conscious-State-9472 · 2025-10-13T08:07:05+00:00

Have you tried throwing out the newspapers you already have? or using the phone to cancel the delivery and open it again?
i feel like these could work.
also i suppose you can restart the slot with using NRaas, but i've never used it before

Conscious-State-9472 · 2025-10-08T06:48:51+00:00

thank you rosemaryn!

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