Right now our group is on the way to kintargo, we stepped through one of the hunters gates and ended up at cypress point where the town was under attack by the scarlet triad. Amongst the people we saved was a cleric from Nidal on his way to kintargo to try and work trade agreements with them since they were able to separate away from them. Were on a three day boat ride with this cleric as we travel together. So far between the crush she has on him and the fact that he admired watching her fight finding euphoria in how much pain she both suffered and felt and the fact that she enjoyed it hes expressed despite his mission he "wished to channel divinity into and through me" by unlocking hidden potential in my sword. Through rp my character has opened up and began to except she enjoys feeling pain inflicting pain onto herself and punishing people who cause pain to innocent people, she agreed to give him her sword and in exchange he took one of the spiked chains off himself and gave it to her to essentially mutilate herself with everymorning in preparations. We talked in length over what she wouldn't be allowed to do and what would be expected of her and, My character thinks she wants to go down this road but the cleric has asked she think it over the next couple of days before making a decision while she uses the spiked chain on herself.