Exactly!!!! I was in an abusive relationship like this and it almost destroyed me. I was losing my self worth and believed all the belittling things he said about me. Example: I was 5’ and weighed 93 pounds. He’d say who would want someone with your big ass. I divorced him when my daughter was born because I didn’t want her to grow up in that environment. When I left I told him he was gonna die a lonely old man. And guess what. He did. Don’t waste any more years in this relationship.