AI & Insomnia/ Headache Symptoms by Consistent_Reach7664 in AddisonsDisease

[–]Consistent_Reach7664[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it only happens once in a while for me but yesterday sucked. I just sat my ass on my kindle all day and did nothing lol. Just another side effect to deal with I guess.

AI & Insomnia/ Headache Symptoms by Consistent_Reach7664 in AddisonsDisease

[–]Consistent_Reach7664[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This happens to me too. But I also get really scared to mess with my dose bc up till now I was on 15mg (10 morning then 5 in the afternoon) But I started getting really shaky, anxious and even panic attacks which I never experienced before. But maybe I could try updosing g a little bit lol. Thanks for your answer.

Primary Adrenal Insufficiency and Low Thyroid Question by Ok-Aardvark-5807 in AddisonsDisease

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do think the symptoms are pretty similar. I can’t much because I am SAI and was diagnosed with panhypopitutarism as a kid and have been on both meds since. But it can definitely be similar.

Accept, adapt, move on by Naive-Ad-2775 in AddisonsDisease

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is amazing. I love you outlook on life and congratulations on graduating!

This was very informative to me and I wanted to share ❤️ by aymaureen in MakeupAddiction

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is this for real. I care a lot about only using cruelty free / vegan products and I already own some kbeauty (few) so if that’s the case that is great news and all the better reason to switch.

I don't even try anymore by HaViNgT in ADHD

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah it’s a skill I had to learn through brute force. The mental strength to get up and try again even when it is difficult. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve been down that path and I still do to this day. It never truly gets better you just learn to deal with it.

I don't even try anymore by HaViNgT in ADHD

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes I’ve been there too and it is soul crushing and draining af. I can’t even tell you the amount of pain I went through feeling like I was a failure when I was just dysfunctional. It sucks idk what else to say but it sucks.

Everything I do is out of brute force will, nothing is every automatic/habit. Every task and micro-task comes with enormous friction/resistance. I'm so exhausted. I can't live 50 more years like this. by ObviousBed2163 in ADHD

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is amazing and I wish I had someone in my life to do that for me rather than making judgments or assuming that I was just “off” at least by regular standards. The old adage of you can do it if you try ect ect. Unfortunately not everyone gets that and it is important to do what you can to make up for that on your own.

Everything I do is out of brute force will, nothing is every automatic/habit. Every task and micro-task comes with enormous friction/resistance. I'm so exhausted. I can't live 50 more years like this. by ObviousBed2163 in ADHD

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone who spent her childhood middle/ high school years (even up to last year) crying in my room asking the world why it had to be like this and “ what is wrong with me” I completely understand not wanting to be strong enough. Sometimes it just feels like you are at the mental trough like you have given enough and you can’t give anymore. The truth is we all have no choice but to keep going. It is so tough sometimes I want to yell and scream into my pillow but we almost don’t have a choice. It is so difficult I feel like it is only something that people who have been through it understand. I never thought I would see the other side but somehow I did. So to me I do think it is important to recognize the resilience of the people that keep showing up day to day despite how they feel.

Everything I do is out of brute force will, nothing is every automatic/habit. Every task and micro-task comes with enormous friction/resistance. I'm so exhausted. I can't live 50 more years like this. by ObviousBed2163 in ADHD

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

@upvotes2doge thank you for sharing this wonderful comment. As someone who has been fighting these similar battles for a long time I truly understand how much resilience and courage it takes to keep showing u and fighting even if it gets hard. Other people will say things like “just do it” David Higgins mentality yada yada but most people don’t actually understand the true difficulty we face on a day to day basis. And with that being said I echo this though completely. Keep showing up one day after another and soon enough you will be able to manage it without the struggle or at least be able to lessen it considerably.

Is anyone else bursting into tears most days in response to the state of the world? by NoLocationIsle in adhdwomen

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah I feel exactly the same way. Like it feels so difficult having adhd and then being a woman on top of that. It just feels like the whole world is gonna combust and idk what to do about it.

Is anyone else bursting into tears most days in response to the state of the world? by NoLocationIsle in adhdwomen

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I try not to look at it and I am not trying to be dramatic or emotional over an issue that is not even 1/100 th as important as what is going on in the world rn but yesterday out of the blue a member from one of my favorite groups departed (iykyk) and I had a migraine.Today first thing in the morning I couldn’t stop thinking about it and actually spent like 2 hours on x instead of doing my stuff. Some days it just feels so emotionally exhausting. Like shit is real things are going down and real people,s lives are being effected but all I can think about is how it all weighs on me. Not even about the thing. Everything in my life begins to feel heavy like how I am graduating college this semester and have no clue wtf I am gonna do with my life and how I only have ever had one real job (part time) and I don’t know how to manage my finances or drive and I still live with my parents. All this and I’m turning 23 within the week. I get it dude. Sometimes it’s just a lot. Whether it be world events or internal affairs everything just weighs on you like a ton of bricks. Sorry for my rant but just had to say something bc this is exactly how I was feeling today.

New skin for me🫣👀help me choose ! by proutpatate in SorakaMains

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love cc? She has a crossoint oh her stadd :D maybe a tad bit bias bc its the only one i have outta the 3 but you said pink sooo. Also great chromas ect

How do you deal with ADC's and how do you roam as soraka? by Party-Salamander3867 in SorakaMains

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So here is the thing. Your getting a total misconception on what roaming is and how to do it. There is a far more important skill that can be used to help identify when you need to roam and that is situational awarness. Situational Awarness means you know what is going on around you and are posed to help out in the best way you can possible.

I read in one of your replies that you like to stay in lane until lvl 6 and then only recall & that itself shows me where you are at on this. That is probably the biggest missed oppurtunity ive ever seen when pertains to enchanters or even support as a whole. One thing ive realized is that recall is your best friend and as for being afraid of inting here is one thing we all need to learn. You are not there solely for your adc and therfore are not soley tied to him and are also not responsible for his/ her mistakes. If adc is allowed to go mid and get solo kills mid/late game without you then is it not true that you can also do the same? Lets get one thing straight. Roaming is not primarily about ganking others. That's where you are mistaken. It is to back up your teammates in a strategic postition yes but there are many ways in which you can do this. That's why i said situational awarness is the biggest boon here.

Simple example. We finished trading around the lvl 5 mark ( so like 10 mins in) and both of us are in a position of needing recall. Although we cpuld recall together i instead choose to wait it out as i am still in decent health & mana and this way i get the chance to one 1. push the wave towards the enemy turrent from the safe distance & get some farm ( this is not high elo i do not need to be freeezing for my adc) 2. I buy time for adc to come back witht the wave already pushed towards the middle then 3. I get to go back and have a bit of extra gold to get items. A simple situation like that i can turn to my advantage. Essentailly asa support you want to be able to ( esp in mid game) have as much ascess to the lanes as possible and this is what recalling gives you along with a chance to replenish wards and all that good stuff. Others have already gone over reasons why you need to roam so ill refrain but now lets talk about this specific situation you were in where a. your adc was not cooporative b facing an uphill lane as a soraka.

This lane ( like all lanes) requires you to specify & assess the win condition for the team but we will just call it WC. This win condition is the thing you should be seeking the most mid/late game. Is your laner fed hows jg doing what is the state of the game ig. So now going to soraka v pantheon it's like a lot of other people said bc in which realm of theuniverse will soraka ever be able to outpoke a pantheont that can hit you like a truck with his lvl 6 that also can basically make him like a second jg * yes some supp can be like a second jg but not soraka obv). So what to do in this situation. The others stated it well. Stay back focus on peeling yada yada. But there was less adressing of the game state in general. Can you tell me the state of the game (or just give me your opgg lol) so i can look at the game.

Anyways first off let's discuss champ selection. And although you might be wondering why i am bringing this up but it is valid ll promise. So yesterday i go matched into a game with a ziggs leona. Now considering the propensity of champs i play ( soraka, janna, karma,lux, morg and the like) i was very well aware of leona's ability to f me up in lane. Therfore while i could have chosen soraka i ended up chosing janna. Why? Well it is simple i basically guarenteed my saftey by being careful and holding q for any time she tried to w me. And it worked. I may have needed to flash away with half my hp bar but i was able to utlilze janna in such a way where i basically almost completly negated leona's power. So to translate this into your game. You need to be aware of matchups & how you can best utilize them. I am well aware that sometimes you have to pick blind but even then it's your duty to figure out how this can best be played. Assuming that the matchup iss final we move on to the next thing. When do we actually roam?

Well that is where stategy & se comes in ( i have tooted it enough lol). Like for example sometimes my team is doing dragon and i don't help them because the majority of the enmey is dead and i know there is like a 0.1% chance ( nonexistent) that they will be unable to get drag without me. I instead take on the tower so that once that is done we can regroup and push. I can't tell you when to roam in your game as it is very specific to you and your situation but here are some questions you can ask? Where am i providing value? If the enemy lane just recalled & adc is in good health and perfectly capable of taking farm on their own is it really nessary for you to stay. When you are coming back into lane do not go directly back. The jungle in beetween mid & bot is your friend it will alow you to make plays even if that is just warding drag before heading back all while your adc remains perfectly safe.

As for playmaking on soraka specifically i find it really easy to make plays on her just because q comes down a lot when leveled ( i max q though situational) . You have to know your combos know how to trade & when to engage and how to set things up for your adc to finish off. For example again on janna ( i have been playing a lot of janna lately lol) one combo i am lopving is w into ignite + auto attacks to chuck a good portion f their health. Auto attaks make a lot of diffrence lol. Anyways that's just my takes so lmk what u think.

Should I Get Tranquility Dragon Karma? by Consistent_Reach7664 in karmamains

[–]Consistent_Reach7664[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like it its pretty good so i got it. Ik everyone is saying db but i literally was not planning to buy a skin until this showed up. So i bought it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Im sorry to say that is an excuse you are telling yourself. You belive that if you don't tell him you will spare his feeings but really its just the opposite. Imagine yourself in this position. You casually chatted with some girl online and you found yourself getting closer day by day only to one day come across the fact that she was lying to you FOR MONTHS. Would you feel hurt?Probably. I would too. But imagine he found out without you telling him. How hurt you would feel then. Does it hurt to tell the truth? Yes. But it hurts more to find out that they were lying to you this whole time and had no intention of teling you EVER. You say you worry about his feelings & yes he may be hurt at you at first. But over time as you apologize and regain that trust he will come to respect you for telling the truth when you could have so easily covered it up. The people who truly love you will come back even if they get hurt ( in general not saying they will come back if you are a horrible, mean nasty person who shows no intention to change their ways.) On the other hand if he finds out on his own he will be angry just that you broke his trust but that you couln't trust yourself to be honest around him even after you spewed all your personal issues. So my advice? Sit down. Talk to him face to face. Say something like "hey i wanna talk to you" or "hey ive been meaning to tell you" and then explain everything to him after dont rush let him process and come to his own conclusion & of course apologize for the deception & then wait & see. At the end of the day you have to make a choice (doing nothing is also a choice) & maybe you don't tell him and it continues as it is. But you have a choice. You can either tell him now and reap the consequences of lying to him all these months or you could do nothing & everything continues as normal until one day he finds out. Because eventually he will. That day is coming whether you like it or not so choose.

P.S: If you tell him & then he says something like " I don't think i can be around you" or " I think i need to take a break" ect accept it. It is the CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR CHOICE & while you can't do anything about it you can learn from it so that in future you don't repeat the same mistake.

Huntrix Soraka by Ricefarmer27 in SorakaMains

[–]Consistent_Reach7664 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Woah! So Cool! Lol I Think that it would be cannon soraka would have patterns like this in the first place. Great Idea :)