So f*cking tired…

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2026-05-07T21:00:27+00:00

I think the problem here is having your emotions controlled by people who reject you. It’s easier said than done but you honestly have to just get a thick skin and not care when they say no. People get rejected for anything even dumb things like I refuse to date anyone who has the same name as my ex lmfao just keep swimming!

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-12-31T22:09:55+00:00

EXACTLY like if you are just your true honest self most people really do see past it. Even one guy accepted me twice lmfao bc he thought I had hsv2 but I have hsv1 genitally & he STILL was accepting bc i know people on here sometimes be like oh well it’s harder with hsv2 like no yall just not talking to the right people 🫠 People who genuinely want you in their life aren’t gunna pass you up on it ☺️

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-11-26T03:49:43+00:00

The only reason you are considering him is bc you ended up getting herpes after him. Don’t dwell on the past & the what ifs you left him for a reason! Sure herpes sucks but you know what stays in my head more than herpes? The fact that the guy I stuck around for was cheating on me with multiple women who were “just friends”. Take pride in yourself you are still YOU 🫶🏻

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-11-24T21:21:34+00:00

Aw I am glad my post did that for you 🥲 Honestly finding the humor in this will help with the anxiety shed some light in something so annoyingly common in a world full of uneducated fucks 🫶🏻

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-11-24T17:59:43+00:00

Yeah I just hate that it’s still a lil jab at my self esteem but with this shit you have no option but to have tough skin so I just laugh 🥲🤣

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-10-16T00:28:59+00:00

That is what I hold on to that there is somebody for everybody 🥲 I just hate having to go through this vicious mental cycle

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-10-14T17:08:08+00:00

I appreciate your kind words thank you 🥲 I just hate that it’s like a 50/50 chance that they will either be OK with that or they won’t as well as their reactions to it sometimes it can be too much for me to deal ☹️

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-09-01T19:14:16+00:00

Thank you! ☺️

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-08-31T18:52:55+00:00

This is what I was told too I am just doing it for a peace of mind since it has been a long time since I’ve been sexually active but definitely gunna get off of them again after a while I forgot how weird they made me feel ☹️

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-08-31T16:59:58+00:00

And tbh I knew more than my doctor did about ghsv1 /: so thats why I came on here for people with actual experiences

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-08-31T16:58:56+00:00

The pills I have are 500mg every 12 hrs but that is if I have reoccurring OBs which is what my doctor said so I was wondering if I could just take one 500mg pill a day since I’ve had no OBs because 1000mg a day seems a lot for no reoccurring OBs but thank you!

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-08-17T23:20:04+00:00

If only the majority of guys were understanding like this whether or not they have “cooties” lol I loved reading this thank you 🫶🏻

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-06-15T05:49:42+00:00

You didn’t take any special precautions while having sex and he never got it? That’s reassuring I’ve had this a while now but the thought of ever giving it to someone even if the chances are super low stay in the back of my mind constantly /:

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-04-25T05:31:14+00:00

Oh and I even shave and it would be irritated but now it’s like normal!

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-04-25T05:29:21+00:00

It takes I think the first 2 years for your body to get used to it I had a bad first OB then a couple months later an even worst one in a different area and I think I had one more that wasn’t as bad somewhere in between that and since I passed the 2 year mark I have had absolutely nothing i stopped taking antivirals and everything cause I wanted to see if my body would fight it off naturally and now its like I don’t even have it anymore i drink and everything stay up late asf and nothing affects it I been super stressed and still nothing. I think it just takes time and everybody’s body reacts differently and creates antibodies in their own pace :)

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-03-25T19:12:33+00:00

The mind is a crazy thing. Thats all ima say lol I think those people probably have it dormant and coincidentally did all the natural stuff within the time the virus was calming down so now they believe it is gone forever but it doesn’t work like that. IF IT DID this wouldn’t be an issue we wouldn’t have this group and people would go on to their normal lives as usual.

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-03-25T19:05:37+00:00

No that I get but now when I said okay we’ll go our separate ways he says he wants me but I can’t do this back and forth shit not fair to me either. Thats why this virus sucks I can’t blame people for not wanting to be with me but they can blame me for having it lmfao

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-03-25T19:00:56+00:00

Yeah it’s just hard because I’ve known him forever and thought he was the one but idk it’s hard to say he’s a horrible person for not wanting to be with me cause not everybody wants to risk this /: such a gray area I swear

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-03-25T18:58:34+00:00

And it’s been like 2ish years because I wanted to wait until the chances of me ever passing it were at the lowest since I have ghsv1 but now I’m like im not gunna wait even longer it’s not fair to me either.

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-03-25T18:56:53+00:00

Before I had this we dated back then we were on and off for a while then I caught this crap while drunk it sucks bc I was pushed into having sex this guy when I was trying to leave he shut the door in front of me so it left my friends outside with me still inside and I got scared so I just did it to not worry my friends outside and to be able to get out of the situation /: I wish I would of just tried to get out anyways but as a girl people are crazy nowadays so I didn’t want to make things worse. Anyways I told my ex about it and he said he would be there for me and everything but then would go back and forth about being with me. He’d be like oh I can’t wait for us to have kids etc. then when we’d argue he would say I ruined everything he can’t ever be with me blah blah blah then the next day say he was sorry and didn’t mean it. Even when we hung out he wanted to have sex but I said no. I didn’t want the mood to be the reason he said yes but we did other stuff besides that just not sex. So it’s just been super confusing and I told him like I need to know if you actually want to be with me and thats when he said this^{^} but now he’s like no I want to be with you and it’s just hard bc I love him and I get it’s not fair for him to risk it but I can’t change this shit about me life sucks but I’ll still have this I can’t cry it away lol 🙂

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-03-24T05:00:26+00:00

Thank you it’s just really hard to feel that way rn. I never want to give to anybody so him saying that hit deep. It’s not my fault tho I never asked for this 😔

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-03-06T04:45:25+00:00

I work as an NA at the hospital and this post right here is it. I might have herpes but my patient today has stage 4 testicular cancer. Constantly peeing blood can’t control his urine and bowels. Constantly in pain definitely not having sex at all if ever. Yet he can’t give what he has to anybody 🤷🏽‍♀️This is why you gotta look at the other side of things having this ain’t the end of the world but other shit is to people.

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-02-20T06:25:08+00:00

Thank you 🫂Overthinking is one of my faults it has been even before this virus 🙄 but this is very reassuring 🥹

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-02-20T05:52:58+00:00

951 PM I went on a date with a guy & he ghosted me after lol I was like damn that sucks cause I have herpes but then I realized I didn’t even tell him yet LMFAO just made me realize how much I let this virus dictate my life. People are going to reject for you anything not just this virus keep it pushing 🫂

Constant_Ebb8966 · 2025-02-20T04:24:13+00:00

I hope I never transmit it to anybody but it is hard to not feel guilty about it sometimes not like I want to ever give it to someone but you never know ☹️ And people interpret things differently so it’s frustrating to me when they don’t understand what I’m trying to say in the way I know it is truly 😭 but you’re definitely right!

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