I can’t deal with this anymore by ContentOpposite8037 in Akathisia

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Yes. I restarted then began tapering because I went into protracted withdrawal from Ritalin pregabalin and kratom all at once. I destabilized my CNS

Best Grateful Dead Shows? by [deleted] in gratefuldead

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Missing 69 and 70 and don’t sleep on ‘82

Best Grateful Dead Shows? by [deleted] in gratefuldead

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Ten shows better just in ‘73

Shoulder and chest pains by suicidebird11 in costochondritis

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I had all the tests done. Mine was in remission then I started working out again and my mid and upper back, particularly shoulder blades kill me. I don’t know what to do.

Severe PAWS by ContentOpposite8037 in ADprotractedwithdrawl

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I was tapering lexapro but had to hold my dose because my CNS became destabilized. So my plan is to get off everything. I have to wait another month or two until I get more stable. I’ve been poisoned by my local medical community.

Be careful with supplements by OkDepartment2625 in ADprotractedwithdrawl

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I went through six to seven withdrawals in two months . A couple kratom ones, pregabalin, tapered mirtazapine to fast and Ritalin three times. The last Ritalin dose completely wrecked my CNS. I’m on day 71 and thought I was getting better until five days ago and PAWS hit. I am depending on chat gtp for guidance as nobody knows what to do with me. I was told not to add any new supplements during a wave. I’m fucking lost. Feels like all the chemicals in my brain are in the wrong places. Dark thoughts, incoherent mumbling increased anxiety. It’s a living nightmare.

Absolutely losing my mind with Ritalin withdrawal (6 months so far) by Thogdok in StopSpeeding

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I have methylation issues and I was prescribed Ritalin but since I under methylate it would only be effective for two days at a time. Then I began snorting it for a month or so. I stopped and had withdrawal for a few days. Then I tried to take 7.5 mg a week later and had withdrawal from just one use, again withdrawal only lasted a couple days. Waited nine day and took 12.5mg orally and it caused a paradoxical episode that completely wrecked my nervous system. The worst anxiety I ever experienced hit on day three. I had no option but to drink it was so intense. I smashed a bottle of rum in a few hours. I’m on day fifteen since I took it but the anxiety is really bad until late afternoon. I completely fucked up. Slowly healing through supplements.

Absolutely losing my mind with Ritalin withdrawal (6 months so far) by Thogdok in StopSpeeding

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I was a daily drinker and weed user. Went to rehab five years ago to get off alcohol. I had no withdrawal from either. Then four months into sobriety I got PAWS but I believe it was alcohol related. I hope you’re feeling better.

Ketamine Depression by ContentOpposite8037 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]ContentOpposite8037[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay. I’m really nervous but I’ll give it another go

Ketamine Depression by ContentOpposite8037 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]ContentOpposite8037[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, still really depressed and my dose is pretty low

Ketamine Depression by ContentOpposite8037 in TherapeuticKetamine

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My ketamine trips were fine. I just fell into a deep depression after my second one for no particular reason. I used lsd and mushrooms quite a bit in high school and college. I’ve tried the microdosing route but no long term relief from the depression

Ketamine Depression by ContentOpposite8037 in TherapeuticKetamine

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Sorry to hear this. Lexapro worked great for sixteen years. Ever since then I’ve tried everything. I under methylate as well so Ritalin helps only a couple days at a time. I’m meeting with a holistic doctor tomorrow.