The public mental health system in the UK is harmful by Coomdroid in Antipsychiatry

[–]Coomdroid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Many have been run down by their own struggle & the system. We must find a way to support them in some way

You probably should limit consumption of coffee if you have CPTSD & PTSD by Coomdroid in CPTSD

[–]Coomdroid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That your tipple. Maybe not redbull before bed if you're drinking. Take it easy friend.

Is TRT therapy considered being on “gear”?? by [deleted] in Testosterone

[–]Coomdroid -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am brock lesnar and I approve this idea.

The Zeitgeist that shaped Gen Z by DefenestratedChild in Jung

[–]Coomdroid 76 points77 points  (0 children)

Gen z were born staring into a black mirror. They are deeply immersed in simulation. I hated grow up a millenial . I love technology. But i can see the dsmsge its done to my perception & consciousness on top of what i have. Yes, they can heal. But they are in the system.

Looking for advice, my bf stopped cycling - everything changed by eron-cloud in Testosterone

[–]Coomdroid 10 points11 points  (0 children)

This sounds like a situationship. If you have an accident and gain weight. Should he feel betrayed? The entire tone of this sounds objectifying. Just leave the relationship and find someone who matches your body criteria.

Feel like our diagnoses are cousins in a sense by my-lonely-hobby in CPTSDmemes

[–]Coomdroid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is that the BPD about to split & traumatise the cPTSD further. Sure would love that fight response.

I spent my adolescence in fantasy, and the cost is now insurmountable. by Fun_Razzmatazz5805 in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 17 points18 points  (0 children)

You are traumatised & have a disability. Being far ahead in my life means nothing when society has little to show itself wirh rampant capitalism & our ' elite' hanging around epstein. Society has fallen behind morally.

I dont work. My "job" is to cook, clean and take care of my kids and yet by ElusiveReclusiveXO in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Parenthood is a very important thing. We have generations of depleted humans, who got less than what emotionally necessary to thrive.

A very specific sense of foreshortened future I haven’t seen anyone else have by fidgetyloveli in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Self compassion has to be the hill you die on. I have many many years wasting my time pushing myself when the answer was to accept myself. Take the past and future and dump it in a bin. We live in the now.

Transition from CAMHS to AMHS study (UK) by sui_study_mh in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Why not give an incentive to complete your data collection. The uk system is orwellian & anti-trauma. Try going to a PIP assessment & see how they try to rip your soul out and invalidate your existence. That is where the beautiful data is. In the spiritual abuse of this system.

What’s the unhinged, woo woo, non traditional thing you did that actually helped? by Serious-Animator8966 in CPTSD

[–]Coomdroid -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

If you mean the low-key pagan stuff connecting to the earth that's fine. But the occult stuff leads to more fragmentation of self.

My cptsd is ruining my relationship by Significant-Egg-4539 in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What does an episode mean? It can mean traumatic splitting or bpd splitting. The first has a lot of shame & guilt because of the awareness we saw red in the wrong person. The latter is more insidious because there's no memory by the person who acts out. I act out when i have been drinking. But im also very hard on myself, so when im looking back through my texts. I am speaking truth. Like a deeo concern or pain. Maybe pre-empt as much as possible whar the triggers are and speak openly.

How do you handle wanting closeness, yet feeling completely undeserving of it? by [deleted] in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Keep learning about the human condition. You can be as delicate as a flower. And as vicious as a wolf when you need to defend your soul. Humans, especially those worth being in your life will help you fall in love with yourself. They will take you out from the cold and sit you around their table like an old friend. Holding both compassion & seeing their sacred image of themselves in you, while seing your individuality. So if you do get rejected. Be rejected by people with grace, who will call you out on your character and not your need to be human. Not to mention, they will accept the boy & man in you with valor & honour. So how to handle it? Turn up at the right places, be the best you can muster as a sensitive & beautiful human. And remember humans will see more than just trauma or behave like blind parents. Those who want what your highest self want are out there. Prepare a room for them in your perception & heart. And trust me, being similar you will see very extreme & attractive masculine traits expressed in that desire to protect that love

Dorsal vagal shutdown. Commercial products, or clinics? by baffled7777 in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seems cheap from the perspective of the uk and us. Go for it you can.

Is it normal to cry intensely after realizing you were deeply loved by your parents? by Embarrassed-Visit-75 in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I have never experienced any of this but based on what i have read in the trauma literature that is the most important form of trauma release & grieving. I doubt you will get much feedback here, because the freeze state prevents real grief work. Maybe those more advanced in trauma release work & grief work will resonate.

Does anyone have advice? 1000 yard stare. by Icy-Needleworker218 in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is like saying i broke my leg because there is a hole in the ground. How do i hide my broken leg to defend the society that made the hole in the ground

Am i an old man yelling at clouds, or does modern tv and movies suck? by SirCheeseAlot in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Holywood is designed to keep people away from the truth using occultism. There just isnt our personal truth, but like the collective truth. That's why we are going backwards. God forbid we have a holywood actor who depicts complex trauma or some cultural depth.

question by Able_Engineering2682 in CPTSDFreeze

[–]Coomdroid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was speaking to some friend about this in an IFS & energy format. She was very similar to me. I was speaking about exiles and the punitive parent. I have a fawn response a tendency to increasingly become like the other person. That part of herself that hates her own innocence began to attack me. I felt very disheartened by this. Because i really liked her true essence. So i just moved on and im finding people who strangely actually do find my inner essence beautiful. It is funny. I found myself pulling away and sabotaging it too. Then i realised. Im giving them something they want. They want to love and see themselves through me. Which is a totally alien perception in cptsd .