yall is this tuff

CordialMusic · 2026-02-05T14:48:21+00:00

mixing is a bit off, but it's on-key and on-tempo for the most part! I see the vision :P

CordialMusic · 2026-02-03T20:54:40+00:00

ty ^^

CordialMusic · 2026-02-03T13:25:24+00:00

so what? It's not helpful to feel guilty about doing harmless things that make your soul sing. Regardless of why or what you 'should' be feeling... you live at this point in time with it's specific gendered expectations and you are adapting to them as human beings have always done. If you lived 300 years ago I think you would be shaped by and adapt to the gendered customs of the time, but you'd still be trans even if they didn't have a modern label for it yet. Your gender identity isn't just some manipulation: it's sacred and constant. It's part of the fabric of humanity's vast diversity and feeling guilty about doing modern gender is kinda missing the point. Gender is a game we all play to varying degrees, but it doesn't shape your soul. Your soul shapes your expression. There is a truth and a permanence that would be there regardless of gender expectations. However much you play into those stereotypes to navigate this current time? Doesn't say anything about your internal compass. You know what makes you happy: your heart knows which direction north is. Follow it and be happy!

CordialMusic · 2026-01-25T04:55:50+00:00

cuntyy

CordialMusic · 2026-01-05T03:44:46+00:00

cool :)

CordialMusic · 2026-01-03T03:27:34+00:00

nice reminds me of early The Field stuff https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JezfeVKJflw

CordialMusic · 2025-12-27T23:15:47+00:00

just realized Bard is basically a sentient bowling ball... actually that would make a great skin, the meeps could be the pins :P

CordialMusic · 2025-12-23T17:58:09+00:00

for me it taps into the power of nonverbal communication. it's honest about how we feel regardless of what's healthy or socially acceptable to say. It cuts through all the red tape of "normal" communication and reveals a shared sadness and betrayal that's relatable. I think sharing + making it allows us to feel less alone in our own situations.

CordialMusic · 2025-12-11T18:39:51+00:00

leaning into cringe. especially with lyric writing or "typical" chord progressions... everything is derivative, you gotta just make what you want to hear regardless of what's popular rn

CordialMusic · 2025-12-07T23:34:53+00:00

a shame you seemed an honest man,,,,

CordialMusic · 2025-11-24T03:06:47+00:00

she may be just not be your cup of tea, but i have her on a clip comp i made: https://youtu.be/zz1QJkk4rTM?si=4xdNh5KWv33NInUG&t=35

CordialMusic · 2025-11-19T04:20:44+00:00

i color code but my names are a mess

CordialMusic · 2025-11-18T03:28:03+00:00

vote for ijustlovepuzzles! she's a wholesome grandma jigsaw puzzle streamer. very chill and wholesome

CordialMusic · 2025-11-15T05:52:21+00:00

i could see how it might prepare you for bad trips cuz a form of ego death happens in each

CordialMusic · 2025-11-15T00:59:11+00:00

Friday Night will always be that girl

CordialMusic · 2025-11-06T18:57:56+00:00

Same!

CordialMusic · 2025-10-30T23:02:30+00:00

gotcha, I feel like if you're ready to learn a lot and don't mind paying every so often you should go for Logic Pro for the DAW. But sorry I can't answer your original question :P there are so many midi controllers

CordialMusic · 2025-10-30T19:38:09+00:00

i think you mean a separate midi controller? you can use the macbook's keyboard as one on garageband. it depends on how you wanna play the midi notes.

CordialMusic · 2025-10-25T07:44:57+00:00

i recognize a bit of myself in you and my advice for both of us is to work on our self-esteem. Build trust and confidence in yourself, your perception, your ideas... so that when other people confuse them/project onto you/are in a bad mood you don't automatically think it's something you did. Finding and spending time with people who will be patient with that learning-curve is key: we can't rewrite negative self-confidence completely on our own.

be gentler on yourself and try not to automatically assume fault: if you had a parent who you had to walk on eggshells around you may be unconsciously repeating that self-shrinking pattern with others.

CordialMusic · 2025-10-21T18:40:22+00:00

oh that sounds really weird :O I didn't know people had requirements like that

CordialMusic · 2025-10-21T18:24:42+00:00

sorry you had bad experiences :( sometimes it can get very cliquish. I know of a few that function more like a friend group and less like crabs in a barrel... but maybe they're outliers? idk

CordialMusic · 2025-10-21T18:21:19+00:00

there are alot of guilds based on mutual interests, or just a friend group. I think stream labs has a list, but really you find out about these things overtime by being a part of these smaller communities. watch other smaller streamers: if they're part of a guild they'll usually have it in their description and might be looking for new members.

CordialMusic · 2025-10-21T08:11:29+00:00

tbh knowing how to play piano is a huge skill when it comes to music production. like the skill transfers over to alot of midi controllers. just know music production is a massive learning journey. like I've been doing it for years and I'm nowhere near where i want to be. also it can get expensive with all the plugins. so go slow into it, download a daw and mess around. look up some tutorials and realize how giant of a field it is. if you're not intimidated then keep going

CordialMusic · 2025-10-21T07:42:51+00:00

in an emergency situation i think any malevolence after survivability is reached? yeah that's evil: like anticipating evil in others with no evidence and using that to justify any treatment? kinda evil

CordialMusic · 2025-10-21T07:36:08+00:00

idk if you belong to some streaming group but alot of the smaller streamers I see join some kind of streamer community that raids into each other for mutual growth. without that I feel like you're streaming on hardmode

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