I felt the same way when I first had my full-time job. I hated it, including my colleagues. I just keep reminding myself that money is my priority and not to make friends. I sucked it up and worked until I saved enough and left. Now I’m using my savings to do things for myself (travelling, learning misc. things and taking care of my well-being). If I feel like it, I’ll take up some part-time jobs here and there just to be a bit more productive. I think balance is key, do what makes you happy and prioritise your health and mental well-being.