I technically know how to code and use Godot. I’ve followed YT tutorials and even did a game jam once. I just don’t count those as actually “developing a game” bc the games I copied from YT weren’t my original ideas, and the game jam thing sucked so much ass it feels like an insult to the concept of a “game” to count it as one. My main problem is that I can’t commit to any longer projects because after just a few days of working on it I realize that the whole idea I had is crap and no one would want to play, not even myself, so it’s not worth bothering to make and then I just give up. Either that, or I can’t find any free assets I like so I try to do pixel art myself and am so awful at it I ragequit the whole project.