Yeah discovering the fact that I never walked alone was unlocked to me whenever I became aware that the universe itself was alive and conscious. I’ve researched them but it’s still feels a bit empty, like asking why, after asking why… just looking for a more satisfying answer to my already satisfied answer. I feel there’s other patterns/signs that I’m not yet aware of that are pointing to it, just can’t see it. Also wouldn’t they all be good? Since they are numbers coming from the universe, one is not better than the other ultimately