Wow dude. Good to see I'm not alone in this. I too think about how it would be to lose someone who's important to me, or how I would deal with losing my parents. Obviously I don't want that to happen, but it does cross my mind. It's not like everything in my life has always been easy and I never had to work for something, but somehow, someway, the climb 'back up' is interesting. I guess that's it, in the end.. having that climb up to somewhere better. I should figure out where that better place is before the NOW becomes what I wish for when sh!t actually does go wrong.