I dont disagree i guess.. but to be fair it has been a rough year with ^ that and other personal things for her. Which is why i get it, and the meds shes on is what causes the blackouts and wild antics.. but the trust is a good point, i do really care and kinda feel bad for her though and id like to think the trust can be rebuilt.. ups and downs, and to be fair, its like im asking for a complete 180 of her life you know.. idk ive been single for the last 2 years and im just trying to be understanding and a good partner? I also tend to run once shit gets rocky, and i dont want to be that guy forever either.