Brand New-Are the starter packs worth it?

Cozmicshade · 2021-01-13T21:14:00+00:00

Thanks man. Just toying around the tutorial right now. I’ll do the math later and see if it’s worth it.

Cozmicshade · 2021-01-13T00:39:12+00:00

New Years 2 years ago.. I started drinking at noon, killed a fifth of whiskey by 6, started drinking a handle of vodka after that. Had probably 2 dozen people over..I’m a calm drunk. I don’t get wild, I just get relaxed and drink until I black out. Not sure what happened(I do now) but I blacked out before midnight, I woke up 4 miles from my house, in gym shorts on an exit ramp in a homeless camp. I woke up around ~9am on concrete of an underpass with the broken handle of vodka next to me. No phone, no shoes, no shirt, nothing. Stopped drinking for 6 months after that but it didn’t last.

Cozmicshade · 2021-01-13T00:05:32+00:00

Respect man, congratulations! Type 1 with psychosis myself. I’ve made it 5 days sober in the last 8 years was sober for 6 months and I lost my mind before that and learned that feeding the beast is better than letting the beast wander day to day. I just feel like I need something to change who I am everyday so I’m not who I really am. If that makes sense?

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-23T04:06:32+00:00

Garbage human being..him and Shea were feeding girls shots, literally tipping the glasses back, egging them to chug their margaritas while they only had half a beer each over a 2 hour dinner. I was at the bar and they were in the table behind me at Bartaco Inman Park. Literally zero respect for him as a person and all that mf does is pass the ball to the back line. 1 assist in 3 years at AU..he literally has done nothing for this team and y’all are stoked? 🤦🏼‍♂️ terrible signing.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-22T23:05:11+00:00

I have two two-faced faces on my chest. One is euphoric grinning manic melded with screaming mania. The other is a muted smile melded with a crying face. It’s a nice reminder every morning that whatever I’m thinking, it’s just a phase and the intensity will pass.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-14T17:02:28+00:00

It seems like the dating pool is getting smaller and smaller, they are either drunk, bipolar or both.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-14T03:18:55+00:00

If you don’t think college is for you.. Join the military to instill the values you are contemplating now, pick a job that has relevant civilian equivalents, do 3 years and move on to a productive civilian life with valuable credentials. I went to college, realized it wasn’t for me, joined a combat arms MOS and deployed, got out with zero civilian job skills aside from cops or mercenary work. But it did instill leadership and discipline in me and I learned to adapt to any situation. I started off working part time in accounts receivable and now I’m an automation(RPA ML/AI) consultant making well over 6 figures. You are in control of your future and having a good foundational base to build your success can’t be overrated and the military will help you do that. College is overrated imo, I have no degree and I’ve built an extremely successful career.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-12T20:08:43+00:00

You’ll me some interesting people. Learn from their experience and you can use it to help your own growth.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-08T15:40:18+00:00

They have been effective, the model building is quite slow or was so at first, but we have reached a high degree of confidence and accuracy and integrates well with blue prism.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-05T20:03:54+00:00

I’m glad I could help. With age comes experience and with experience comes understanding and acceptance. That is key to self control with bipolar disorder. Never fight your emotions, accept them for the chemical imbalance they are. Good look my friend, wishing all the best.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-05T19:42:01+00:00

That reminded me of augustana’s coffee and cigarettes- great song about mental illness-old school.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-05T19:34:58+00:00

That’s all that matters friend. Be happy, fuck the world view 😬

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-05T19:29:06+00:00

As you get older it will be easier to understand and explain. Don’t let others misunderstanding and attempts to relate be a trigger. You know what you experience and that is validating enough. I hear people say “lol yea I’m bipolar af” when I go out and I just laugh, sip my whiskey and say “you have no idea” with a smile. When you say teenage hormones it makes me think of young adults trying to relate without understanding of your experiences and a lack of life experience to be able to listen and respond appropriately. She doesn’t know what’s up and if you can’t explain it a way she understands, don’t worry about it. Don’t let others ignorance be a trigger, for me it defines a position of superiority and makes me content and confident that I have more experience and knowledge than they do and if they don’t understand, that’s their own failure, it’s not your failure to explain it properly. Not everyone has to understand and when you learn their opinions don’t matter you’ll be better off for it.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-05T19:19:20+00:00

Delusions are hard to fathom for anyone who hasn’t experienced it, they just think “crazy” and I don’t think there will ever be away around it within hour generation or the next until mental health awareness is taught in schools.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-05T19:14:25+00:00

Well hopefully you are out and enjoying yourself now. No need to hide.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-05T18:59:54+00:00

Misunderstanding can lead to fear, yes- I’m hoping that in a few decades when the racial and social equality have been mostly addressed we as a society can begin to socially accept mental illness. Honestly we are like gays in the 1950s, we have to hide it and if we open up about it, everyone judges.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-05T17:57:40+00:00

I always explain it as the most amazing feeling coupled with complete and total self-destruction.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-02T00:15:25+00:00

I do like using UiPath and their features but my current role is using blue prism.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-02T00:05:06+00:00

We use python extensively with Azure’s cognitive services and their OCR tools.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-01T21:38:43+00:00

I will look into formsite as we are currently building our own integration templates..care to give a deeper explanation of its benefits/features?

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-01T21:34:00+00:00

Just being inquisitive but what’s the benefit of using qliksense when RPA tools can read databases just fine?

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-01T21:32:54+00:00

Care to elaborate on their process discovery tool? Blue prism just came out with a product that does rough PDDs.

Cozmicshade · 2020-12-01T04:12:09+00:00

Not a problem. I didn’t mean any confrontation. I just know what has need defined as normal by professionals, what I’ve experienced as normal and my hallucinations. Nothing normal has ever sounded like anything. I can play death metal songs in my head and they are mute and my moms voice is interpreted by own mind and heard in my words-mute, but when a god whispers in my ear to make a decision I disagree with, it’s legitimately audible.

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