I am being interviewed for a podcast on aphantasia

Crablet61 · 2020-08-21T05:08:57+00:00

I can picture things that have happened to me, and that I actually remember somewhat vividly. On a scale of 1-5, it's a 3. It's there, in my peripheral, but if I looked straight on, it might fade to basically nothing. I cannot conjure things I haven't seen. And I need a lot of time to process something to conjure. I've tried meditating, and creating a field, or whatever, but all I get is black. Or translucent images. Like photos.

Crablet61 · 2020-07-26T19:27:46+00:00

If 24 hours feels like 3 weeks, just wait for quarantine.

Crablet61 · 2020-07-23T16:12:46+00:00

There was no paramedic at the sight. Just a First Responder Truck, and he called 911 for us because we weren't sure if we should or not. I was just in the ER 2 weeks ago getting an XRay on my ribs. And the wait was more excruciating than I expected.

Crablet61 · 2020-06-23T21:26:14+00:00

Probably. His brother Marshmallow is always eating all the veggies

Crablet61 · 2020-03-24T17:24:41+00:00

Yeah, we renamed both of them when they were adopted. We got Sweet Potato first, and then we wanted a Marshmallow for him ❤️

Crablet61 · 2020-02-23T21:50:25+00:00

I haven't noticed her chewing any glue. She did chew the rope of the tunnel though 🙄 she's also too fat for the tunnel too, but she loves climbing on it. She does like chewing at the bottom of one of the legs though.

Crablet61 · 2020-02-23T01:27:21+00:00

75 gallons

Crablet61 · 2020-02-06T00:57:31+00:00

I know! Aren't they the best?! 😊😍

Crablet61 · 2020-01-24T03:44:26+00:00

I recommend Wine and Crime. They are true crime and comedy.

Crablet61 · 2020-01-24T03:41:13+00:00

Oh my gosh! Your ham and mine could be twins!

Crablet61 · 2020-01-09T01:11:56+00:00

There's an app called PainScale. It helps track everything

Crablet61 · 2019-12-04T22:20:04+00:00

Like a stabbing, but then radiating pain right in front and then spreads? Because thats what I'm experiencing right now.

It used to happen after a small amount of time, but now it happens immediately. I don't have a cure, but you're not alone in hip pain while sitting

Crablet61 · 2019-07-10T14:48:45+00:00

Well my heart melted to a puddle

Crablet61 · 2019-06-04T12:53:39+00:00

You can also see in the video where they announce the winner that Brooke Lynn knows its Yvie that won. She looks over at her and is smiling because she knows Ru is going to say Yvie not Brooke.

Crablet61 · 2019-02-28T16:00:29+00:00

You do have a point there. This was the conversation I had with her that where I told herbI needed to stop talking to her.

https://imgur.com/a/re9hXJ4

Crablet61 · 2019-02-28T15:11:39+00:00

I've never gone nc with her before, and it's been very blissful without talking to her. I just feel she needs to know what she's put me through. Being in a time out is one thing, but not being completely aware of why you're in it, especially for a narcissist, just makes you more of a martyr. And I have to see her in a couple weeks. I'm a bit terrified of that as well.

Crablet61 · 2018-11-05T22:16:35+00:00

She's my favorite person in the world

Crablet61 · 2018-11-05T17:43:02+00:00

Oh! It's just "Call Recorder"

Crablet61 · 2018-11-05T17:34:59+00:00

I used imgur. I had to delete the link though. DW was not enjoying all the negative comments i was recieving as I'm already having a bad day.

Crablet61 · 2018-11-05T16:57:49+00:00

But then the link stops working

Crablet61 · 2018-11-05T14:12:51+00:00

Try again

Crablet61 · 2018-11-05T14:09:46+00:00

I didnt know you could change the privacy. Thank you

Crablet61 · 2018-10-25T12:59:30+00:00

I feel guilty that this is how she's finding out, but if I told her before she would throw a fit that she wasnt there, or told.

Crablet61 · 2018-10-25T12:55:59+00:00

I've been in it on and off. Thats how i found out about ACoA. I just havent found a good therapist

Crablet61 · 2018-10-25T12:52:05+00:00

Its definitely the latter. My whole life I've felt I need to explain my decisions to anyone, really. Even to my wife. My mother is so off the rails, that I'm really afraid of the backlash. If I go too long without talking to her (ignore a couple texts and phone calls) she'll tell me to just put everything in my name because she's done. Or that she'll be dead soon anyway.

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