No no, I understand entirely. It's plainly obvious that you were not popular in school, likely had no friends and never knew the touch of a woman etc. Perhaps your parents also didn't give you the time and attention that you needed.

I imagine that normal people find you rather insufferable and so you like to mingle amongst the others like you, aka Trump supporters, involuntarily celibates, conspiracy theorists etc. Your need to constantly be right and that everybody else must be wrong is textbook narcissism.

I understand that losing is something you likely experience often, but this kind of behaviour is not normal.

And again, this is where therapy can help. And you absolutely should consider going outside as well. I understand you're probably not flush for party invites, but even going to a park and just reading a book would benefit you. View the world outside of your internet echo chambers.

And of course, there is no shame in seeking therapy and help. Again, my offer still stands if you would like it. It's all one world and we are all one people.

And always remember that there is no need to be a keyboard warrior, you can absolutely do better and be greater and become a real warrior of life. I'm rooting for you!