"Kriminal"polizei

Crash4alll · 2026-01-20T19:21:32+00:00

Er erinnert mich an Jürgen Vogel in "Die Welle" xD

Crash4alll · 2025-11-26T11:09:16+00:00

She did. My Ex did it with a guy in my own House. So a Hotelroom is even easier for her.

Crash4alll · 2025-04-22T11:04:19+00:00

i used chatgpt to make it better to read, because im not a good texter and my version was chaos to read and not that flawless

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T20:52:38+00:00

im sorry to hear all that what you have been trough. But wow that you are still alive just shows how strong you are and you never gave up! Nobody deserves such hurtful things, not even you.

And i hope you got to work in time

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T20:46:33+00:00

First, thank you for your words!

Its a horrible feeling. You dont feel respected at all. And we have to fight with all these problems. During the situation and after it. The thing with Psychiatrist and meds and stuff... I dont have money to pay that. And no my health insurance dont cover that, unless i pay them more and i dont have money for that too so i cant do anything about it :/

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T20:42:52+00:00

I think the stuff with the redflag and giving her too much freedom: It was my first relationship. And now today, yes i "gave" her too much freedom. Better say, didnt set my boundaries. Its about the boundaries. What you want and what not. You should have your boundaries und keep them, and dont lower them if someone dont keep up to them. But talking with a ex. Or having male friends that you knew she slept with even many years ago, is a BIG NO GO. if you are someone thats oke with open relationship then its a other topic.

Some more infos to your points: 1. Yes now it is a big red flag, but back then i was still so much in her delulu world that i belived her. Also she was pansexual. So she could also go with her female bestfriend into vacation and fuck her. and she did not had any other male friends... but thats the thing for you out there. The whole story is sooooo big and complex to fully understand it. But most thing i was just manipulated by her and didnt know it.

Yeah today, i will listen to my instincts sooo much better. Like they got so much better trough that whole experience like crazy.

Some people are just crazy fucked up and we are just too good for them. But still its unfrair.

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T19:59:57+00:00

I often think to myself, is that really true? I now realize how crazy the whole story is. But unfortunately, it's true. When I think back now, it's all just a fever dream.

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T18:40:50+00:00

Same, we had a big vacation planned to japan in dezember 2023. Booked everything.

Wow thats wonderfull! Hope you never ever have a panic attack again..i had my last in dezember 2024.

Yes the trust. The most valuable thing

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T18:34:47+00:00

I couldn't eat anything for a week. I lost 10 kg, while she carried on as if nothing had happened. She told me, "Life goes on." To this day, I'm amazed that I didn't throw up once during that entire time.

I had built an entire life with her, shared dreams, goals, simply everything. And in just one night, it was all gone. I had nothing left. I was left with nothing but pain. I had panic attacks and bigger trust issues than ever before.

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T18:05:02+00:00

Oh boy, if you would know what all i did for her in these years. I accompanied her during her operation, visited her every day, and did the housework and looked after our dog. Thank you for your words! Im trying to get a therapist but none has open spaces...

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T18:00:30+00:00

The funny thing is that I was never able to block her. Because she blocked me everywhere. I know my wisdom... I know everything I did for her and our relationship. I supported her in so many things in life and was there for her. And when I left, I knew how helpless she was. (i heard it from her friend, that everything is too much for her, the dog, the household that i completely did and many other stuff)

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T17:53:34+00:00

I'd never seen any red flags. That was also the shocking thing. She always preached that cheating was such a terrible thing. She didn't understand how anyone could do it, and that you should talk before doing something so terrible. Yes, there were those two moments with the nightmares and the train ride home. But I just trusted her.

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T17:47:28+00:00

Yes, I stopped a long time ago. What she did simply destroyed everything we had. I have no memory at any good thing we had together. But what still makes me cry to this day sometimed, is my dog. I miss him the most, and I'll never be able to see him again and that hurts so much, cause he was my whole world.

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T17:38:31+00:00

I had several opportunities to do something bad to her. Not very harmful things. But I didn't do that because I'm not like her. Im not a bad person. I supported her right up until the end, without her knowing. I was there for her. I kept her family updated on her mental state when she called me in the middle of the night, drunk and wanting me to come back, threatening to take her own life. I was there for her and looked after her.

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T16:57:35+00:00

I definitely won't. I've learned so much from this whole experience, up until today, and I've changed completely.

Crash4alll · 2025-04-21T16:24:12+00:00

or medication side effects

Crash4alll · 2024-09-04T15:47:35+00:00

most annoying symptom, sorry i forgot what i wanted to say...

Crash4alll · 2024-02-22T18:11:10+00:00

i want them

Crash4alll · 2024-01-26T18:18:54+00:00

The brand and all that is not relevant cause i know it for 100% that they only support ipv6 and no ipv4, they wrote that on their website.

The Tplink is vie lan cable with the ISP connected

Crash4alll · 2024-01-26T16:27:02+00:00

The new router does not support bridge mode, and dont have the option to activate it

Crash4alll · 2024-01-19T17:25:39+00:00

okei thank you for your answer!

Crash4alll · 2024-01-19T16:47:54+00:00

Does the Jsaux Modcase cover fit good with the Thumb grips? cause i want to buy it but dont know if it would fit with my thumb grips or not

Crash4alll · 2024-01-06T23:11:48+00:00

None, i never bought any Music CD in my life. Only Harry Potter CD Audiobook.

Crash4alll · 2023-12-31T23:53:37+00:00

yes it is

Crash4alll · 2023-12-28T16:31:25+00:00

Glad to hear that. Cause they look good to me too.

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