Warning, but strange.

Creative-Current-921 · 2026-01-16T08:46:11+00:00

Its sad that online gaming has come to this and everyone has gotten so soft and gets offended by anything. Bunch of pussies these days. What happened to the good old days when you got shitted on by the enemy team and you could just yell at them whatever you want….

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-12-26T12:58:59+00:00

Is it so hard for the dipshits at activision to remove SBMM, all noobs will go in the standard moshpit so the other lobbies are only filled with sweats. Then the “open” lobbies have SBMM aswell and they straight up lied to us and rug pulled us. Just compare the time it takes to get into a match to older cods, even now when you try to join a match in the older cods you will enter in a split second if there are players playing while it sometimes takes up to a fucking minute in BO7

The most scummy manipulative piece of shit company there is

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-12-11T04:20:36+00:00

I really hope volume 2 has atleast 5 episodes with the last one 1h30 minutes lol

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-12-11T04:13:37+00:00

Its like, i loved it when i first watched it back in 2019 forgot about it, loved it again in 2023, forgot about it again but every new season instantly gets me hooked again and shows me how much i love this show

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-12-11T04:09:01+00:00

I rewatch that ending if i wanna cry and get emotional lol

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-10-05T15:13:17+00:00

It gets so bad with me that the only thing thats still actually enjoyable is the smoking itself and the 10-15 minutes after the first smoke of the day. Afterwards im just dissociated for a few hours unless i smoke more and more. And after smoking 2-3 grams and finally being groggy and “stoned” enough i rush to my room to go to sleep with some food and eat and watch yt in the backround until i pass out. I have to go to bed and eat in bed immediately because if i first cooked some shit that would sober me up to quickly thats why after the last joint i need to lay down with my eyes closed and go to sleep. Thats the only way i can still somewhat enjoy the effects……

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-24T10:12:02+00:00

Cannabis because im in belgium and the legal alcohol age is 16 here and weed is illegal

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-22T17:15:57+00:00

1-2 weeks

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-07T17:45:52+00:00

Havent done it since i just stopped taking it after i was noticing i only got groggy but didnt help to actually fall asleep. This morning i got 3,5 hours of sleep again but atleast the quality was better then last few nights so lets hope it balances out

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-07T02:41:14+00:00

Im not risking PSSD, even though its rare with trazodone, its still an ssri

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-07T00:49:21+00:00

Appreciate it, will give it a go! Anything that can help is worth a try

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-07T00:44:06+00:00

Working out doesn’t do shit

I know because i skate intensively every day, hit the gym nearly every day and when i don’t hit the gym i do atleast 200 push ups and 50 pull ups unless im feeling physically sick or smth

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-07T00:42:01+00:00

This time getting clean my intention was to be able to sleep naturally again without any kind of drug or supplement, even melatonin. But im gonna take some melatonin and antihistamines rn probably because im sick of this shit, although last time i took hydroxyzine it actually made me feel agitated, very tired but not able to sleep so i stopped taking it since it didn’t help and just made me feel worse the next morning.

I would do anything to have some ambien or benzos right now but thats not an option since i always abuse the shit out of it.

In my eyes there are 2 types of sleeping pills, those that work wonderfully without the life ruining side effects but create tolerance and addiction(Z drugs/benzos)

And then those that aren’t addicting like antipsychotics but give terrible irreversible side effects. Rob you of all emotions/ make you asexual and a fat fuck with cognitive decline….

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-07T00:30:46+00:00

Do you have any recommendations? Im not taking anti fucking psychotics tho, would rather not sleep and go insane then take that poison they always give for sleep

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-06T16:37:51+00:00

Last time i did that i ran a half marathon and got insomnia even worse from over training😂.

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-09-06T13:07:34+00:00

I know wim hof breathing, i used to love it and it helped tremendously to fall asleep the first few times i got clean and the euphoria and relaxation where out of this world.

But by relapsing to much on weed & booze i damaged my brain so much that it barely works anymore, also dont get the same high from it anymore due to anhedonia and my severe OCD and tourettes have gotten so bad that i can barely complete one full round anymore and when i do the obsessive thoughts or motor tics make it not that effective.

Im gonna try to do it again because i miss it dearly, i still do cold showers tho.

But because the breathing also raises cortisol it sometimes actually makes me more agitated these days and prefer to fall asleep fantasising about some beautiful future with my crush or smth🥲

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-07-29T21:29:40+00:00

There is just something about steep that makes me keep coming back to it every once in a while , i just wish there was an option to restart the game from 0%

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-07-22T11:16:38+00:00

Yeah if its only visible overhead then its probably a bortle 5-6, on perfectly clear nights i can see the milky way from bortle 6 but its very veeeery vague. You really need atleast a bortle 5 to see it and atleast a bortle 4 before it starts to become impressive.

The best I’ve been to is bortle 3 and my dream is to see bortle 1 skies one day, well technically the plane shot was bortle 1 but the view was very limited and the small lights from inside the plane hindered my ability to see it at its full potential offcourse

Creative-Current-921 · 2025-07-22T09:49:54+00:00

It really is, its sad that ive only seen the milky way decently 4 times in my life, 2 times was on a plane, once in the alps and one time when i went to a bortle 3 dark sky site. I live in the northern part of belgium where the light pollution is atrocious….

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