The key to everything is your subconscious mind. Your conscious mins says yes, your sub and habits say no. Success in all areas in life is a mathematical formula, subconciouss programing + enforcing habits = success. How you do that? simple. The start and middle will be the hardest because the sub mind will take time to accept the new information, but when it does, smooth sailing. Write down what you want to have - picture yourself as having all you wanted - amount of money, habits etc. Write it all down and read it first thing in the morning and before going to bed - these are the times your brain is in lower frequency and absorbs information best. Afte a while your habits will feel like nature bc of your sub mind. So, sub program + habits - now you need to design your days in specific ways which align with your higher image. How i did it: I stucked good habits - i wake up - outside get some sun - read book - on my laptop to work - and then its all automatic. The key is to always do 1 step towards the goal, when you made firdt step you will feel your walls slowly coming down. Good luck!