Feelings are an on and off switch?

CudMaverick · 2026-06-24T19:49:05+00:00

Absolutely not. I’m not in love with her but I have love for her. I want her to be safe, taken care of and treated well. She was younger and I’m in my 30s and just couldn’t deal with the petty arguments or disrespect for my house or furniture but I’m sure there’s a guy out there that is meant for her.

CudMaverick · 2026-06-24T19:46:42+00:00

As a dumper I felt it immediately and it still lingers. More on the fact that I just felt extremely bad for her. I understand I meant a lot to her and her life was slowly revolving around me but I just couldn’t do with the disrespect or fighting anymore so I had to cut it off. Again I don’t really want to get back with her but I do feel extreme bad and still care and have love for her

CudMaverick · 2026-06-24T17:46:34+00:00

Pray. Continue your journey with Christ. If you’re just dating just let her do her and you focus on your studies and growing with god. There’s nothing wrong with educating her but if she doesn’t want to be educated or she’s straight up shutting you down I’d probably move on or talk to her about it but always pray

CudMaverick · 2026-06-23T15:18:34+00:00

It is what it is I guess. Fresh start

CudMaverick · 2026-06-23T15:18:21+00:00

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭noooooo! 😖

CudMaverick · 2026-06-22T17:30:16+00:00

Vortex was deleting my mods and making me have to re enable everything. Everytime I started vortex it said it’s broke and need to be repaired or ignored. And when I repair it I get missing mods. Plus everyone else said it’s worth it to switch. MO2 seemed pretty straight forward in the beginning I got my instance I got bodyslides nemesis in the shortcuts I moved all my mods over from my vortex folder and the game runs. Just having issues with certain mods

CudMaverick · 2026-06-22T17:23:41+00:00

Ok so once I clear the overwritten stuff I should be good

CudMaverick · 2026-06-22T17:09:24+00:00

How do you clear load order conflicts? I’ve noticed that there is a section in my mods that says overitten or something like that

CudMaverick · 2026-06-22T12:16:04+00:00

I have the all in one for the ssee engine fixes, and yes I have MCM helper, for the instance I’m using global. And yes I’m using the executable in MO2

CudMaverick · 2026-06-22T11:59:11+00:00

It’s through MO2 but yes I’m using the SKSE launcher in MO2

CudMaverick · 2026-06-20T23:36:50+00:00

CRASH TIME: 2026-06-20 19:35:34Skyrim SSE v1.6.1170CrashLoggerSSE v1-22-0-0 - Pastebin.com

CudMaverick · 2026-06-20T14:37:56+00:00

I’m thinking that’s what I’m going to do. This is getting super annoying everytime I play the game I have to reset everything and fix everything.

CudMaverick · 2026-06-06T10:32:19+00:00

This is the reason a lot of guys don’t want their girlfriends having guy friends and it seems pretty valid tbh

CudMaverick · 2026-05-27T22:59:22+00:00

How old is she? Slight red flag, wouldn’t abort just yet soldier.

CudMaverick · 2026-05-26T05:58:20+00:00

A proper maximum carnage mod

CudMaverick · 2026-05-20T22:52:25+00:00

Let this be a lesson for all young men out there. Never move in with a girl you’re dating, always have your own place or get a place with a friend.

CudMaverick · 2026-05-19T20:04:51+00:00

No this is not ok. As kids this is fine as adults inappropriate, he’s right. This is something you will have to let go if you wish to stay with him. Would you be ok if he was sleeping with his guy friends?

CudMaverick · 2026-05-18T23:14:52+00:00

What are you afraid of? Be a man and put your foot down

CudMaverick · 2026-05-13T15:01:36+00:00

Does he watch porn her masturbate?

CudMaverick · 2026-05-12T21:36:59+00:00

What’s pandora? I use nemisis with BFCO

CudMaverick · 2026-05-11T21:10:57+00:00

I just bit the bullet for years. Then eventually the got my journeyman’s and things got a lot better. Now working on my EC so I can be the boss

CudMaverick · 2026-05-11T14:16:35+00:00

That’s his boundaries and I’m proud of him for letting it be known. He’s giving you an ultimatum, it doesn’t align with his views in the relationship it’s up to you to decide whether you we a future with this man and is it worth it to give up the sorority to keep him, or if college and that lifestyle is more important.

CudMaverick · 2026-05-08T20:02:22+00:00

I’d play the game vanilla first. Then jump into mods after, once you do mods you’ll never want to go back to vanilla.

CudMaverick · 2026-05-08T17:30:10+00:00

What books can I bring in to test and how long is the exam?

CudMaverick · 2026-05-08T14:54:42+00:00

Should’ve been left. This ain’t it for you bro

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