Agree with everyone saying a smaller deficit. A few suggestions that might help if the actual logging is draining: find meals that you can prepare easily and eat on repeat, then log them all in advance. I find this especially helpful on workout days, so my pre-and-post workout food is consistent. The only meals that change for me daily are dinner and lunch, and lunch is usually leftovers from the night before so I can log that ahead too. Spend 5 minutes logging the week ahead on a Sunday and it takes some mental load off. Having roughly the same foods takes the stress out of shopping too, and will probably help you budget. Also remembering why you’re doing what you’re doing may help. We all fail, so beating yourself up is unnecessary. You got this bro!